*

Perluke?

2012-01-30T01:44:00.001+08:00

Perluke? Tak perlu kot.

Terasa kot. Terasa okeh. Terasa. Dah. Kbye.

Vampire Diaries.

2012-01-29T08:23:00.001+08:00

Bencilah tengok Vampire Diaries sekarang.

Tapi nak tengok! Nak tengok! Lagi dan Lagi!

Stress ngan diri sendiri. T_T

*mixed of feelings after watching The Vampire Diaries.

*drools. Photo courtesy from Google.

Harap maaf. Post tak ilmiah. *ceh macam selama ni post ilmiah. Boo

Second home in Ireland.

2012-01-28T04:36:00.001+08:00

New home. Not.
Im getting used to the quiet, serene, tense library, I even wrote this post in the library. Not using the computer obviously. If not, kantoi laa I. Phft. As if people wanna know and read your blog, bazy. Wake up! Jangan perasan.

I never liked library before. Seriously. Like library is the most boring place on earth. Amazingly, I started to love studying here. Weird huh? Maybe I just need a new environment. Yeah. But thats cool.
Post ni tak menarik. Bosann. Maybe im in a boring place kot so mempengaruhi cara penulisan.eceh.hahaha.

Im officially a nerd.

P/s: im actually trying out the android's blog app. Sebb tu excited. Eventhough this thing is sooooo yesterday. Malu.

Motivation LOL

2012-01-23T05:12:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Exam mode is sooooo ON!

Kots.

I'm dead. But InsyaAllah I will survive. *contradict enough? EHE.

Anyhow;

Been listening to Kelly Clarkson's songs lately, and two songs really caught my attention; like cannot stop to keep on repeating. And these songs managed to be on Bazy's playlist. HAHA. *bajet susah nak masuk playlist lagu aku. HAHA.

These two songs are really inspirational, I guess, apart of those breaking off and stuffs. * i don't even bother. Duh. But really, these songs make me realize that i'm strong and getting stronger each day from my experiences. Please don't even try to judge me, cause you don't know a thing about me. :')

So, dengarlah. Hihi. :D

1. Yang lebih Kukuh (Apa yang tidak membunuh kamu) * i translated this using Google Translate. Funneyh.

2. Encik Tahu Segala-Galanya. :D

Subhanallah.

Kek Pisang. Nyam nyam nyam. And TomYum.

2012-01-17T22:38:00.005+08:00

One of my favourite cake, Banana Cake :)

1st attempt was successful; and already finished, so, we decided to bake another two.

Thanks Shafiqah Azhar, for the sugar, oil, baking powder and also your place. Without you, there is no Banana Cake. Eceh.

One cake was quite burnt, but still yummeyh. While the other one, cooked perfectly but less sweeter and less banana. but still yumyumyum. Gonna make more batches of this; maybe gonna add some choc chips. :D

Ladies and Gentlemen,
Please drool :)*perasan je orang drool. HAHA

Birthday :')

2012-01-14T07:49:00.005+08:00

It's Fahima's Rosli birthday! :D

The celebration was super wonderful :) The best part; The food. :D

I am speechless. *eh. ni birthday Fama ke aku?

I know you won't be reading this. But that's the point. If not, i'll be super malu. Tehee.

Fama, the first time i see you, i thought that we will never get along, but i'm totally wrong. Yes. I'm always wrong in judging people. That's the reason there is a saying, " Don't judge a book by it's cover". *bajet orang tak tau mende ni. CLICHE LA WEH!
Ehem.

Our first met is at Dnur, if not mistaken. We get along really well. Masa goreng ayam. Eh. buat bergedil, for the Hari Raya Celebration feast. That was super fun.

Oh oh. Do you remember when all the Galway people came over? You came to my house and it's time for gossip! and you also showed me some of the hottest stuff. That moment was priceless. And your stories are safe with me. KOT. HAHA.

*gila mende ni scary weh! cm Les. Phft.

Okay. enough of those geli2 stuffs;

I hope you are always in a green of health. * pink cliche sgt lah. And you cannot called me "Kak Azi, Kak Ila, or whatever Kak" because now, we are in the same age! MEHEHE. Eventually, you'll be getting the rights back after 25th of April. HAHAHA

May Allah bless you in whatever you do. Have faith and always remember Him. I may not be around during your ups and downs, but He will always by your side. Like literally.

Lastly, i hope that our ukhwah will last forever. InsyaAllah :')
Let's strive not only for Dunya, but also in our Afterlife. Amin :D

P/s: Do you how important you are in my life? Geli sikittt.

This is the prove.

*comel and sweet kan aku? :D

Wonders.

2012-01-02T01:27:00.002+08:00

I always wonder;

"Can we cough and sneeze at one time?"

Yes or No?

The answer is:

It's a friggin' Yes! *Done that. and it felt good. :D

It's time of the year. New Year. :D

2011-12-31T19:35:00.005+08:00

OK PERHATIAN SEMUA! AKU SILAP HARI SEBENARNYA.SO, SILA BACA POST NI ESOK. BYE. MALU. ARGHHHH.

We start with a so-called joke:

"Jangan masuk toilet pada jam 23:59pm 31/12/2011.Kerana anda akan keluar dari toilet pada tahun depan."

It's not even funny now. *but i laughed my heart out when Mole told me bout this. :B and i know this joke is soooooo YESTERDAY. hey that's funny! NOT.

ok back to business. eceh.
1st January 2012.

No new year resolutions. Duh! I think its too cliche. and of course my previous one is still on hold. Hmpph. *shame on you Bazy!
so, this year. i just want one thing. ONE THING that i must do. upgrade my Iman. aaahh!before that;i had one awful morning today.
so, let's take this as a lesson.

1.1.12
"Get up. Wake up. Oh Come ONNNNN. Wake Up maaan. GET UP!......" *this is literally my alarm tone.
Its only 5.30 maaaaannnn! tido.*false alarm

"Ring ring ring" reaches for my phone. No. its the house phone. Shite.
*runs outside*

A: Assalamualaikum. wey Bazy, aku lupa nak bgtau kau. Kitorng nak g city dah.
MamaiMe: Oh. Sekarang ke?
A: Haah. Sorry sgt.
MamaiMe: EH. tkape2.
A: Nak kirim pape tak?
MamaiMe: Oh. takpe2. ok. bye.

*now im regretting for not kirim. and now im also thinking when to restock my barang rumah. maybe TESCO?

Tengok jam; 11.30 am. Whaaaat?

You know im a bit sad, people forgets me! argh. Ouch.
But im being all husnuzon*bajet tak?, i dont want to end up all messed up again. just with a simple misunderstanding.
instead of going to take a shower, i end up writing this. HAHA.

A few minutes later, while i was browsing through fb. I found this;

وَقِيلَ ٱلۡيَوۡمَ نَنسَٮٰكُمۡ كَمَا نَسِيتُمۡ لِقَآءَ يَوۡمِكُمۡ هَـٰذَا وَمَأۡوَٮٰكُمُ ٱلنَّارُ وَمَا لَكُم مِّن نَّـٰصِرِينَ

And it will be said: This day We forget you, even as ye forgot the meeting of this your day; and your habitation is the Fire, and there is none to help you.

al jaasiyah (45:34)

Astaghfirullah. It's a sign people. It's a sign. I've been neglecting my soul lately. And Ouch. This ayat struck me straight and deep into my heart.

What Allah feels when we forgot bout Him? But we never care. *palms on face

Well, that's it. My new year. I hope this is not just a post. It's a promise. Im not forgetting anyone. Especially Him :')

*oh also. im finding my long lost ukhuwah. where is it? hmm.

Before i end my post,
Bukalah mata anda. Dunya is short.

*eyes wide open
its happened in Dungun people! next to my hometown. doakan semua okay. :'(

Random. :')

2011-12-03T06:04:00.004+08:00

I know i shouldn't feel like this. But i can't help it.
*oh before that, it had been ages people. updating blog is no longer in my things-to-do list. damn.
Continuing; I missed my life back in KMB. especially my friends. I mean, I know that particular person had changed, but i really3 missed the old 'dia'. Now, i simply cannot tell stories that i used to tell. You know.. It's kinda awkward.
I need the old you. and our precious times that we spend together. *oh, im actually crying.:'(
Everyone already drift apart and busy handling their life as a medic student. My heart lurched a bit whenever i think bout this. :'(

Anyhow, I am blessed with beautiful friends and sisters in Cork. Alhamdulillah. But, you know, bestfriends are still the best. How i wish i get the same place as them. My statement is contradict. I know. Move on.

I realised that the earth is rotating faster than usual. Time flies fast, and sometimes i can't really catch up with the pace. But syukur Alhamdulillah, with the courage and help from Allah, i've been stronger to face this hectic life. But i escaped 3 classes today. Damn.

This biscuit is extremely good. Here goes the picture. *please drool.
Served with a cup of real coffee. No instant please. *ceh. riak.

I used Jamie Oliver's recipe. So, here it go. Do try. Simple and easy peasy. Seriously.

"These biscuits get their peculiar name (which translates cat's tongue; from their flat shape) These little biscuits are very morish. Use a piping bag with a 22 tip to get a really great look.
Ingredients
125 ml (1/2 cup) flour
• 1 ml (1/4 tsp) salt
• 60 ml (1/4 cup) butter, room temp
• 125 ml (1/2 cup) sugar
• 1 egg
• 5 ml (1 tsp) vanilla
Method
Mix the flour & salt together. Put aside
Cream the butter with the sugar. Slowly add the egg & vanilla. Mix well.
Add the flour to the mixture and keep on whisking until well blended.

I used a piping bag with tip #22 on a parchment paper, about 3\" long. You bake for about 4-6 minutes until just the edges have browned.
Oven temp 350F"

-100% copied from http://www.jamieoliver.com/recipes/member-recipes/Langues%20de%20chat/1719-

Suka Duka di Hari Raya Merdeka :')

2011-08-31T22:45:00.003+08:00

Beli bag brand di kaki Mole -..-". Raya. Skype bersama Ismah, Seed, dan Mole. Phone hilang. Demam. Merdeka. Beli cooling pad and keyboard protecter*itupun suka ka?. Rasa menjadi Caveman. Telan Actifast. Telan Hurix Fluaway. Demam tak baikbaik. FML. Tak leh mengadu kepada cawangan*Eceh. Rindu kawan. Baby Seed dah nak fly, tapi tak leh hantar. Travel ke rumah sedara mara dalam keadaan demam. Mata rasa macam nak terkeluar. Demam. Panas tp sejuk. Demam. Yes. KDahBye.

Jap. Nak share sesi PhotoBooth 1 Syawal sambil mengucapkan 'Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Kepada semua yang mengenali atau tidak mengenali diri ini' Wa cinta sama lu. *tetbe rempit. KBye.

*comel betul. HAHAHHAA

*paling kiut miut

Sekian. Terima kasih :D

Awkward

2011-08-22T05:41:00.003+08:00

*tajuk melambangkan perkara yang kurang senang mungkin berlaku atau telah berlaku.

you're walking in a crowd and u see a Pakcik leaning against a mannequin and his hand is on the mannequin's breast. nak lari pun tak boleh. perv alert.

*bad bad Pakcik -..-"

P/S: bukan post lucah ye. nak meluahkan ketidakselesaan dan merupakan satu teguran. harap2 Pakcik baca. anda tu Pakcik. *racist dan skeptical.

thankskbye.

Hectic. Chaotic. Nak Lastik!

2011-08-21T09:35:00.004+08:00

*tajuk melambangkan perkataan yang berlegar legar di perkarangan otak. eh.

Currently im watching Nodame Cantabille: Paris. but im obsessed with Letter Bee anime. ape merepek?

I thought after getting a good result, everything will be easy. Like really easy. But once again (dah banyak kali tapi tak sedar sedar -..-") im wrong. *sigh. but it will never stop right? i really shouldnt ever think of 'easy' word. Like people always said; Life aint easy mann. Fine.

So this week? what happeng? what happenggggg? guess what? guessss? *audience adalah diri sendiri maka tanya diri sendiri la ni.
This week is gonna kill me. like literally. LITERALLY. Kill kill Die Die!*exaggeration alert.
im heading to Kuala Lumpur tomorrow and having iftar with my two bestfriend. *insyaAllah sempat.Amin.
then, the next day, ill be going to Kolej MARA Banting to fetch my IB transcript and Graduation pictures. after jimbaing at KMB with all the teachers, we will be heading to Wisma Putra to make our Letter of Good Conduct. and theen.... tak plan lagi. maybe nak cari software macbook? gonna drag mole and fariz. MUAHAHAHHA. and the list go on.
on 24th, (which is the next next day) im having MARA's pre-departure program. its from 8.30am to 5 pm! lama gilos weh. -..-" and right after the pre-departure program, there will a bus taking us straight to Penang. AUCMS pre-departure program pula. mana tak mati weh? dah la sampai 26. gilo tak gilo predeparture sampai 3 hari? phft. ikut jela. redha.

harap harap la semuanya berjalan lancar. eceh. Doakan. *tgn kelangit.

Selamat Beramal :)

2011-07-02T23:15:00.003+08:00

*tajuk merupakan nasihat kepada diri sendiri dan para pembaca. hihi

iBazy tune: 'On Rainy Days' by BEAST
iBazy photomoment:

i get this from facebook. thanks. hee

4 THINGS :D

The Holy Prophet (SAW) Said:

1) Four things that make your body sick:

a) Excessive talking

b) Excessive sleeping

c) Excessive eating and

d) Excessive meeting other people

2) Four things that destroys the body:

a) Worrying

b) Sorrow (Sadness/Grief)

c) Hunger

d) Sleeping late in the night

3) Four things that dry the face & take away its happiness:

a) Lying

b) Being disrespectful / impudent (insisting on something wrong knowingly)

c) Arguing without adequate knowledge & Information.

d) Excessive immorality (doing something wrong without fear).

4) Four things that increases the wetness of face & its happiness:

a) Piety

b) Loyalty

c) Generosity (being kind)

d) To be helpful to others without he/she asking for that.

5) Four things that stop the Rizq (Sustenance) :

a) Sleeping in the morning (from Fajr to sunrise)

b) Not Performing Namaz or Ir-regular in Prayers

c) Laziness / Idleness

d) Treachery / Dishonesty

6) Four things that bring / increase the Rizq:

a) Staying up in the night for prayers.

b) Excessive Repentance

c) Regular Charity

d) Zikr (Remembrance of Allah / God).

InsyaAllah

IBRS :3

2011-07-01T14:48:00.003+08:00

*mengalami IBRS.harap maklum

iBazy tune:'The Only Hope For Me is You' by MCR
iBazy photomoment:
*current obsession*

do you know what is IBRS? its a type of thinking disorder that can make you feel uneasy all day long. and even insomnia. it is IB Results Syndrome. i am sure those who taking IB May 2011, will have this type of syndrome. Tips to get better: firstly, Tawakal kepada Allah (:. He's the one that decides. secondly, live healthy (do i need to explain more?) nanti tak kena sakit jantung bila reults kuar :S. thirdly, pray pray pray and pray. InsyaAllah with all the ketenangan uve got, whatever points that will come out this Wedenesday, u will able to suck it in. well, overall, we had tried our best and insyaAllah, Allah knows the best.

Right now im reading Humans by Robert J. Sawyer. it is awesome from the first volume. well, from the book, i really get a lot of information on my TOK subjects. and amazingly i still remember all the paradigm shifts and all. thanks to Miss Yatie for the effective classes. why on earth i dont read this book before i did my TOK essay? *sigh. nevermind, i can prevent plagiarism then. HAHA.

currently also im watching Korean drama, The Devil. there's Ju Ji Hoon and Shin Min Ah. oh. i love them both. and the storyline is quite different from other Korean dramas. not too much of love. and im loving it. haha. you guys should try to watch it. hee. rating: 4/5 (because its too long. 20 episodes.hee)

I love Optimus Prime. Sentinel Prime suckass :D

2011-06-30T14:49:00.002+08:00

*lompat lompat kesukaan!

iBazy tune: 'Nothing Else Matters" by Metallica
iBazy photomoment:

Transformers 3:Dark Of the Moon
rate of AwesomeNess: 9/10
A must watch movie. Seriously. Epic.
eventho, (spoiler alert!) the storyline is quite slow, the mixture of feelings created, outweighed the imperfections. a lil bit of sad, suspense, sepak terajang O_o its just impressive. Rosie Huntington-Whiteley nevertheless was good, but i prefer Megan Fox. Tehee :D Sam Witwicky macam takde fungsi. Ngeh. Optimus Prime still the ultimate hero. Yeah!

Ok dah. Tengok3! Jangan tak tengok! Its worth the ticket price. *promote3.

Oh. It had been quite some time. I miss u blog. hee (:

Grr

2011-05-31T21:33:00.002+08:00

*short post.

Hi. :)

Post berunsur Korea. Apedehal? Phhft -..-"

2011-03-18T15:31:00.009+08:00

*redha dengan ketentuan Tuhan Yang Maha Esa

iBazy tune: "Shock" by B2st (:
iBazy photomoment:

cuti kali ini dipenuhi dengan dugaan yang ibarat sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga dan mungkin juga satu nikmat yang saya lihat dari satu perspektif yang berbeza.

cuti dimulakan dengan peluang untuk menikmati nasi arab di Wadi Hadramawt, Jalan Ampang(in front of Victoria Station). mungkin makanannya lebih berkualiti dan menyebabkan bayaran berganda jika dibandingkan dengan makanan arab di Restoran Saba', Cyberjaya. kali ini belanja makan malam berganda sebanyak RM400++ walhal jika makan di Restoran Saba' perbelanjaan hanya sebanyak tidak lebih RM200 untuk dua keluarga. tapi tidak mengapa, perut kenyang suka hati (:

seterusnya; belajar.

cuti kali ini hanya meluangkan masa bersama rakan hanya sehari untuk menonton Mars Needs Moms, tidak seperti cuticuti sebelumnya yang hanya dipenuhi dengan lepak lepak chill la der dan sesi menghabiskan duit bershopping.

hari seterusnya diteruskan dengan projek pembelajaran yang tidak seberapa lagi. -..-"

nikmat tv dan internet terus menghantui dengan memberi dugaan yang melipat ganda. anak sedara yang cacat kakinya(ini kisah benar, dislocated knee cap disebabkan kemalangan yang tidak berbau ketika menjalani perkhemahan pengakap), pula memperkenalkan kumpulan Korea, BEAST. sekarang tengah gilakan Yang YoSeob! dan hari ini telah meluangkan masa sebanyak 2 jam melayan Idol Maid.

hari ini pagi dimulakan dengan membuat tat telur yang berwarna kuning dan BIRU! haha. idea bernas dari saya lalu menjadikan ia sungguh pelik. er.

cuti ini boleh dikatakan bermanfaat dan merupakan cuti terakhir saya sebagai seorang pelajar IB. walaupun sedih, namun saya bersyukur kerana diberi peluang untuk merasai hidup sibuk sebagai seorang pelajar International Baccalaureate. Alhamdulillah.

namun begitu, di cuti ini juga saya mengetahui kisah-kisah yang menyedihkan hati tapi saya percaya ini adalah pembakar semangat untuk mencapai cita cita saya dan menunaikan hak sebagai hamba kepada Allah, Agama Islam, Keluarga, Bangsa, negara dan juga hak kepada diri saya sendiri. InsyaAllah.

The Haunted GDC

2011-03-14T19:54:00.004+08:00

*tajuk melambangkan ketakutan apabila menonton rancangan menarik di YouTube dan terserempak dengan makhluk GDC *menjerit.

please watched this, fellow IBers. haha (:

0:32-0:33, this is the part where my eyes wide open.

P/S: maybe this is a sign for me. Study la weyh!

Rainy post

2011-03-03T03:26:00.003+08:00

*hujan ni (:

iBazy tune: "Rain pouring outside my room" by the Almighty
iBazy photomoment: im pretty sure u dun wanna see me right now

"its raining! its raining!" my heart screamed with excitement when i heard those thunders. the smell of rain, never fails to put a smile on my face.Ahhh. and im not sleeping.yet.

its raining outside, but im already flooded with books and papers in my room. Bummer. blame IB and maths test this Friday. oops. *please dun read this Pn. Kamariah (:

tempted with the coldness wrapping my body, i need to savor this precious moment. Taa.

P/S: b****betulpostini.sape nak makan? -..-"

social networking site? currently NONE. (:

2011-02-11T20:13:00.003+08:00

*tajuk menunjukkan penulis tidak berminat untuk bersosial di alam maya. (: (:

iBazy tune: 'I've Got A Dream' ; Tangled OST
iBazy photomoment :

currently, im a full time blogger. no facebook. twitter. myspace and even friendster. HEH.

deactivating those things had been a good choice. since i have more time updating my blog. HAHA. and study. Wee.
i bet every single person doing IB in KMB will say that they will be less playing, social networking and stuffs *including me, HAHA but it seems ineffective. to me la. im spending time blog-walking now. PFT. hell with all those determinations. ):
but looking at the brighter side, im spending less time compared to when i have all those social networking sites. Alhamdulillah. and im updating myself with current issues. nations? world updates? tech? just ask me. HAHA. *poyo je. PFT.

special message to yana,
well, yana, be strong. its not the end of the world right? mybe, i dont really feel ur sadness, but trust me, i deeply, strongly believe that u will do well. just live ur life to the fullest to get His blessings. i know, we all can survive this. this cruel, evil, competitive world of medical course. but Every Cloud has a Silver Lining. and i do love this quote, i think its seed's; DUNIA NI TERLALU HINA UNTUK DITANGISI. Pergh. Oh, I Love You friend :)

Less Blogging, Less Eating. Less Playing. More Studying. *Oh My. O..o

2011-02-10T14:58:00.004+08:00

the truth has been revealed. this is my true self. *yeah right.Pft.
Im gonna be in this alien-human form until my IB exam has ended.
Everything gonna be less. And maybe LESSER weight too? HAHA

P/S:no worries, im still a beautiful alien. BAHAHA :))

busy busy busy

2011-02-07T13:57:00.003+08:00

yesyepyeayeh.trutruetrue.
IMBUSY.IDONTHAVETIMETOPRESSTHESPACEBAR.PFT.
ORALBIOLABREPORTBMSNOTESIRPSTUDYSTUDYSTUDY.
ALHAMDULLILLAH.
I'LLSURVIVE.
INSYAALLAH.

Anybody? Somebody? Please?

2011-01-22T22:56:00.010+08:00

*mengalami minor stress yang mengakibatkan perasaan ingin makan yang meninggi :)

iBazy tune: 'Bohemian Rhapsody' by Queen
iBazy photomoment:

*photos credit to :http://subangjayadaily.blogspot.com/,http://thepodanys.blogspot.com/,http://pinkielollipop.blogspot.com/

Tempting enough? YES! OhMyGod. I'm craving for these. TGI Fridays. Please Please and Please someone take me to this food's heaven. Seriously. just give me a call and im always free if its about food. HAHA :))
But this is serious. I WANT THESE FOODS! Please *puppy eyes.

dah gemuk pun nak makan lagi*slaps face millions of times.

*Pierre :))
I want a son like this because he is an excellent cook! Its true and please watch him in Junior Masterchef Australia. he's a genius. and incredibly cute *faints Muah muah muah. I wish i can cook. HAHA :D

*keselekehan tahap melampau.kebulatan tudung tidak boleh dinafikan lagi. mungkin kebulatan muka? HOH*gulp
excited tak? new ice-cream! Mat-kool something. i cant remember the name. but it's so cool and interesting. u can peel it like the banana! see the excitement in my face. Pft. Bazy, u're twenty already, GROW UP! Phhfftt

P/S: again, call me and ask. thank you :)

Poisonous Week

2011-01-20T15:34:00.003+08:00

*post melambangkan minggu yang begitu berbisa hingga hampir menghilangkan semangat untuk belajar. Phew

iBazy tune: 'When Will My Life Begin' by Mandy Moore
iBazy photomoment:

Life on Waves. so not stable.
currently, im having stomachache. food poisoning. Pft. thanks MCB's dining hall for your 'excellent' food!
this week have been such a pain in the ass. first, fever. and then food poisoning. so much pain. well, there always be a reason behind this right? Allah just loves me :)
then, shortage of water. bummer. but luckily its not that bad. i just dont understand where the water go? and suddenly ada balik. Dush. this saturday, next disaster will come. no electricity. Pft. all the students are advised to go home and i am home. just a little bit early. i have reasons okay. and also proves. MC babeyh! :D

done my CAS. finally, its almost over. IB. in a few months i am not an IB student. such a freedom. cant wait that moment. but before that, ill endure all the jabs and kicks in order to achieve my dreams. just a few steps and ill be flying. InsyaAllah.

not in the mood of going anywhere now. movies? No, thanks. Food? Absolutely! hahaha :)

Oh, crap!

Scarred

2010-12-20T08:52:00.003+08:00

*tajuk melambangkan keadaan hati yang dalam keadaan kritikal -..-

iBazy tune: 'Waiting For The End' by Linkin Park
iBazy photomoment: None

I'm literally waiting for the end and surprisingly this song fits my emotion very well. *claps. :)
Not in the good mood. not saying that im being ungrateful but sometimes our life is at the bottom of the life cycle. and im feeling it right now. and i cannot change that. sad isnt it?
its all begin with my Father. Fullstop. want to let out this pain but if i did, ill be called anak durhaka right? so, ill keep it. well, ive been keeping this for 19 years and still living. haha. maybe ill be a psychopath in the future. watch out people!*totally influenced by House series. :)

P/S: Post ni tak berguna.

Meet Shaun (:

2010-12-11T11:44:00.008+08:00

*tajuk melambangkan ke'excited'an ttg kehadiran makhluk comel dalam Keluarga Bazy, Shaun the Sheep(:

iBazy tune: 'NaNaNa' by the heartthrob My Chemical Romance

iBazy photomoment:
*meet Shaun (:

It had been a week since i finished my exam week and starting my semester break. Awesome is just the right word. Yeah (:

totally enough of sleeping, eating *i think this one A LOT, resting and playing. haha. trying to forget how hard the exam was. totally. for a dumbass like me. but, just never give up right? we still have Allah to help us (:

now semester 3 had ended. i just cannot believe that i survived IB for like 1 year and a half now? and next year will be our last semester. and when i think about it, it just make me feel sad. you know, there's ups and downs, happiness and sadness, fighting and stuffs. one thing that make me feel alive till today, is because of my Beloved Friends. Like seriously. before this, i just make friends with anyone that i want. i dun even care about how they behave and think, and i just discovered that it was called 'Place's Friend'. get it? u just befriended with someone because u just stuck there and you dont want to be ended up all alone. but now, i want to search for true friend and its called, "kawan kerana Allah". it will be different like one of my friend said. and im still searching. but what i can see at KMB, all of them were nice and trying to build a strong ukhwah. AND there's steps in Al-Quran on how to make friends and it was awesome. before this, i have this perception that, it just look wrong when two girls are really3 close. i mean that 'CLOSE'. but now i understand why. because when you kawan kerana Allah, you will feel that you really3 love that person very much and you dont want her sakit or die. because later in Akhirat, if you kawan not because of Allah, you'll be fighting with your friend. even with your bestest friend. for real. and im afraid of that. But in the end of the day, we never know what is in our future, because its all stated in Luth Mahfudz. (57:22)

aha. nice tazkirah aite? just an information (: Last Thursday another day of awesome-ness with my beloved friends; Aleena, Seed and Mole at KLCC. wish to meet up with Choy there. but she went to Low Yat already. dush3. Grr. lots of pictures snapped but belum develop lagi :( damn it. we surprised Aleena with cupcakes, lunch at Chilli's and a humorous movie filled with tense, Due Date. watch it and then you will know. and more food! HAHA. we also met Puan Hasni, my BM teacher, with his handsome son, Akif. HOHO. so, here some pictures from Mole's phone. And mole's pictures will be posted later as i dun develop my films yet.*sorry mole i copied these from Facebook. HAHA.

The Beauty of Takbir

2010-11-17T22:59:00.006+08:00

*tajuk menunjukkan rasa tenang dan syahdu pabila mendengar takbir Raya berkumandang :')

iBazy tune: 'Sing' by My Chemical Romance

iBazy photomoment:*mother :)

Assalamualaikum readers *ceh budget -..-"
anyhow, Happy Eid Adha to You :) may Allah gives you a good health after eating all those food high in cholesterol. Otherwise, Do come to my clinic. Soon. :) *passing the Business cards. hoho
one thing i like about Raya Adha compared to Raya Fitri, is less people visiting house. HAHA. not that i hate people coming to my house but its just tiring u know. Pfft. To me, Raya Adha is spending time eating good food with your closest family and friends.* not all those farawayidunevenrecognizeu relatives. too be specific, just spend time leisurely. *aahhhh, smells of rendang and kuah kacang :)

Many cows had been slaughtered today. they looked scared, but i know that they were happy as they were the chosen ones. Heaven waits all of you, Cows :D
i had this conversation with my mum on the night before;
Mak: Kak Qilah buat qurban this year.
Me: Ohhh*suprised. Andd y is that?
Mak: Ibadah la. she got her own salary now, so she wants to do Ibadah Qurban.
Me:*nods. Can i do it Mak?
Mak: wait when u get ur own money.
Me: *sigh. Malu.

I know, senget rite? HAHA. i really wanna do it. i dunno why. i feel happy when i give presents to others. so i think by doing Qurban i will feel the same or should i assume, ill be happier? *sigh. cepatla jadi doktor nak buat Qurban banyak2 :)

After praying, eating and resting, we visited kubur atuk. shockingly, it fulls of Lalang. i almost cried when i saw all those Lalang covering her kubur. it shows that how long it had been since our last visit. :( Al- Fatihah to my my dearest arwah Atuk

Random thoughts: Internal conflicts are really bad. :)

Dah Belajar? Sudah. Sudah. Sudah. -..-

2010-11-16T13:13:00.004+08:00

*tajuk menceritakan satu penipuan nyata seterang lampu neon.

iBazy tune: 'Teenage Dream' by Katy Perry and Glee. *oh, im lovin' it :)
iBazy photomoment:
*broadband baruuuu. its RM48 for 3GB :)thanks papa :*

its Raya Haji holidays and im sitting comfortably on my couch ignoring the fact that im gonna have my exam in 10 days. Bummer. -..- yesterday, our IRP Skype discussion session failed. an Epic failure. Blegh. somehow, technology just give a pain in the arse. Gosh. Puhleasee.

I think m getting a new Xperia. I Think! haha. now, m quite sad as i left my Holga at KMB. Ba Wau Da Wau Ha. -..- Baru nak amek gambar raya :(

My new addiction is Yumeiro Patissiere anime series. *masa exam la baru nak jmp mende2 macam ni.haih. Dugaan btul. well, generally its about Food! Pastries to be specific. Yoyeh! FYI, im attracted to watch movies, drama, series. etc.. with Food(a lot of delicious food) in it. duh, im a Food Lover.

tomorrow Hari Raya Aidiladha menu : Spaghetti! Oh my favorite. gonna eat eat and eat tomorrow. Lalalala.

Random thought: I wish I can meet Frank Lampard rite now. he's staring at me.*melts

Milk, Nuggets, and a Great Big Peach

2010-11-06T12:41:00.006+08:00

*tajuk merupakan breakfast pada hari ini :)

iBazy tune: 'Love Me' by Justin Bieber

iBazy photomoment:

my new Holga GCFN. :*

Currently at home, savoring the comfort and coldness of my bed. Oyeh :) *tak sedar diri ade test Chem, Maths Portfolio and incomplete World Literature*sigh

Done with my IOC and English Oral. :) Alhamdulillah, it went well. Berkat doa Puan Laila Mohd Yatim. tapi yang paling penting, dari Allah Azzawajalla. *sujud syukur.

i had a big breakfast. i mean literrally, two glasses of fresh milk, nuggets, and a really big Peach! my sister bought it. OhMyGod, im full!*burp!oops. Aaaand a few of baby tomatoes! aww.cute yet delicious. HAHA

i moved out already to a single room. and it is spacious. i can guarantee u. HAHA. so, anyone, anybody, feel free to visit. the best thing is i can do whatever i wanna do! MUAAHAHAHA*evil laugh. sexy is the theme. ngeh. Stupidity strikes. Plus, im getting a new habit, movie on till i doze to sleep. haha.actually, im quite scared :) but movie is always there for me.Hoyeh*ayat desper seorang loner. HAHA

going to the park this evening to try out my Holga baby. Aww. Mummy gonna take u for a walk okay? Muah muah muah :)

Random thoughts: i dun wanna be like you. blackmailer.being idle is the answer.

Unproductive Weekends, and I Do Really Need To be Reproductive, I Mean be Productive

2010-10-24T15:31:00.006+08:00

*tajuk menggambarkan kehidupan sebenar* sigh.

iBazy tune: 'Megolomania' by Muse

iBazy photomoment:

Its raining. Cats and Dogs. and im craving, for a HotDog.*it rhymes! :DD Okaay. Im bored. By bored, i mean im really really reaaallly bored. no homework. nothing to do. and im really shock to say this, i need some homework. *slaps face. Damn it IB, u had successfully create a different girl right now. congratulations!*big applause for this Mr. IBitch. oops.

as i had mentioned earlier, it rains. And obviously, i slept*mcm baby, like theres no tomorrow. *nikmat gila woh! :) bangun bangun je roomate dah takde. g class untuk belaja. and im still cuddling with my soft and cold pillow.*peluk bantal sekarang. :) rasa malu but i am who i am. no need to change. ngeh.*gila bunguk.

as im enjoying the leisure i suddenly remembered one quote,"practice makes perfect". Whaaat? gila lame. naah. it just, i realize that i should be doing some maths exercises or sumthing instead lazying around.

for example,

see the letter 'E'? its quite different. the bigger font is my writings when i was 12 years old?*agaknye la. but i want my writings to be more mature, so i practice hard to write the letter 'E' like that, the smaller font. and i succeeded! it last till now. so, moral of the story, do practice a lot. BAHAHAHA. ape kaitan?

*merepek mode.

im waiting for my Baby Holga to arrive. OhMyGod! i cant wait for it. feels like shaving my hair off. i mean literally. But maybe i can only get it on Fridaayhh, which is very lambat lagi -..-"

cant wait to sharpen my skill by using Holga. To Diana F+, i still love you, and ill play with u later ye sayang :) i need something new. but u still number one.*but maybe number 2 later on. Ngahaha:D let me try Holga first. Wee :)

Random thought: i want to take a dip in a jacuzzi. Walaah :)

After Every Rainfall

2010-10-23T10:23:00.004+08:00

*tajuk melambangkan hati yang tenang setelah melalui kesusahan. ceh. mungkin akan menjadi satu post emo. :D

iBazy tune: Not Afraid by Eminem

iBazy photomoment:

Went to Balai Seni Lukis Negara yesterday for the Theory of Knowledge trip. It was Okaay. But what makes me wonder is how they revalue a painting? I mean, what the elements that they take into consideration to increase the price of a painting? It was weird as the curator said they will revalue the paintings every year?* eh. yeke every year? whatever it is, they still revalue the paintings. one of the painting cost at about 7 millions. but i dun see the beauty of the painting. haha. sorry. i think theres a lot more interesting paintings than that one. Ngeh -..- some paintings were great but some of them are quite weird. HAHA. had dinner at Nandos with seed. Gossiping while watching people around us were interesting. ngeh. good luck with ur plan seed. Blegh. ngeh. after stuffing our tummy with delicious Peri chicken, we went to Zara, window shooping. Ngeh. seed, nsihat kepada anda, tolonglah beli shirt semalam tuh! *merayu. HAHAHAHA. aku nak gila tgk. LALA :D

i got my IELTS result already. and after some inner conflict, i managed to control myself. there's some mistakes over the internet. and my result was different over the internet and on the certificate. F***. but nasib baik la cukup for ACMS requirement. tak payah nak bayar 500 n resit the paper. -..-" *syukur3.

and semalam, while watching the buildings and nightlife in KL, i remember my old life. especially Adam!* where are u now, love? i miss them. seriously. i miss hanging out with my old friends till dawn, jalan2 teroka2, which i will never be able to do that again. im stuck. firmly in IB. and after IB, medical course. :( but looking at the good side, m happy with my situation now. its all right on track, and i hope it will last. :')

Random thought: Holga 120 GCFN, come to mummy :)

less than 24 hours at home, A Pretty Aunt, and Tomato juice addiction

2010-10-16T16:51:00.009+08:00

* tajuk berkaitan dengan perjalanan hidup weekend ini :)

iBazy tune: "Do you Know What It Feels Like" by Enrique 'Hot' Iglesias

iBazy photomoment:

*muah! mind the cute face and curly hair. she's so garang. roar :D

Went home just to meet my new born niece :) Noor Aneesa Farhana. born on 10.10.10. and she was the tenth grandchildren in my family. *i know. rmai ka

n? plus, cool gila number sepuluh! her I/C number will be; 101010-10-XXXX as she was born in Putrajaya. OhMyGod! suka gila. mmg tak lupa la number i/c kalau buat TOK presentation. :D

*jgn kacau sye nak tdo and im one week old. Dush!

mind all of those nieces and nephews, im still young and Prettayh :DD

tomato juices was awesome* maybe some of you will be disgusted by this statement. but i just dun care because its just soo delicious. plus it can prevent cancer. ohh! so healthy. :)

planning to buy an iPod nano touch. HOHO. this weekend i guess.well, we're going to have some fun at klcc after going to Balai Seni. :) i need my source of

music. my lame classic iPod broken already.*sigh.

and a little rep up for my week activity;

my class have to act out some interesting scene in Ranjau Sepanjang Jalan anddddd.... guess what? i have to be the Ular. INITIALLY. but during the pl

ay, i had to be all the Burung Tiak, Sanah, Kiah, Ketam, Banjir. HAHA. but overall it was a success. 17/20 marks given. oyeh. :)

*terima kasih to MPAC for the training to be like this. HAHA :D

*snapshot masa syaza 'killed' me :)

P/S: feels so scandalicious.

The Girl with the Green Scarf and Addiction

2010-10-02T21:48:00.004+08:00

*tajuk setelah menonton Confession of A Shopaholic :)

iBazy tune : 'Sacred' by Tokio Hotel

iBazy photomoment :

Im a SuperGirl. *I do believe in this. OHO. Only 2 days left to finish up my Extended Essay.*sigh. But when logic and reasoning comes in, it makes sense if I want to finish it. -"IF.*emphasizing O.O. i shall not choose the road not taken if my EE dateline is just a life brief candle." OhMyGod.*gritting teeth.

Now i'm addicted in blogging. Every single small things matters now. And i can't wait to write for the next post. ALTHOUGH MY EXTENDED ESSAY IS NOT EVEN DONE YET!*slits throat.Blegh -..- i wish writing commentary on Extended Essay will be as fun as blogging. *puppy eyes.

Just now, im finished watching Confession of A Shopaholic. now im watching Cerekarama at TV3. ni lah padahnye balik rumah. Buhuu :"(

oh. i like my new layout. eventho, it just the header that changed. HAHAHA. n i made it myself.*proud.koyak. HAHA. Roarr.

random thought : I want SE Xperia X10 Mini. Ngeh

Now, back to work. *lari. OhMyGod. gambar bilik tak amek lagi -..-

Leisure Mall sucks and i love Sterling Knight

2010-10-02T00:17:00.005+08:00

* a really short random post based on today's events

iBazy tune : 'Unicorn Song' by Agnes, Despicable Me

iBazy photomoment :

Went out to Leisure Mall today. A thought about Charlie St. Cloud, excites me. But sadly, takde! Kuno. Poyo. Eyot. Toye. Tutup jelah Leisure Mall.

They should change their name to Lazy Mall. *marah muka merah. lastly, we just ate kenny rogers and went to Baking Shop to buy some cupcakes things. and we were done. Balik :(

I think Sterling Knight in Sonny With A Chance was sooooooo damn cute. OhMyGod.

I love his smile :) and luckily the episode that i watched, make him cute even more. *faints.

Random thought : Life is for Living.* Aww. :)

some people just like to be treated like Shit

2010-09-30T16:59:00.006+08:00

*tajuk tidak ditujukan kepada sesiapa yang sudah mati sahaja.XD

iBazy tune : 'They Don't care About Us' by late Micheal Jackson

iBazy photomoment :

First of All, i just want to say 'Alhamdulillah, syukur kepada Allah S.W.T' as i managed to capture the ACMS Placement in NUI Galway, Ireland.

Now, i just have to struggle as hard as no one can, to get 38 points, and 6.5 band for my IELTS. not to forget, sembahyang malam, sembahyang sunat hajat, tobat, SEMBAHYANG LIMA WAKTU dan lots and lots of DOA. InsyaAllah :) OhMyGod, dah takde interview. Yes! XD

for those who did not get the placement, don't worry, PMC is the place for you. Allah knows the best right? :)

Finallayhh.. Makan Nasi Arab :D

thank you Papa for the treat. Burpy.nak pegi Negara Arab sekarang. so that i can eat. eat and eat all my favourite food :)

Yeah, i managed to extend my Extended Essay dateline. *who can resist my cute face? HAHA. mungkin boleh kena debik ngan Puan Iliani lagi. *biting nails.

And a big YES to 0% of progress. Haih. What is the use of extending the dateline by the way? To procrastinate even more. Hoh. *kata-kata dari seorang procrastinator tegar. -..-

Random thinking : Clean water is the lifespring of the Earth. Aww.*go green mood.

i still like the guy.* sigh. pulling hair.

I need a break.

Sometimes, people think that we treat them badly and make them really2 down and they feel like shit. actually they dont really know how shit are being treated. its better. *its true as i've been to Loji IndahWater. the shits never complain. for real. they should rephrase the sentence, 'stop treating me like human. treat me like shit.'HOH o.O

A short post before continue killing and torturing myself by doing International Baccalaureate Extended Essay on Biology :D

2010-09-27T15:31:00.007+08:00

*tajuk nak panjang je kan? XD

iBazy tune : 'Closer to The Edge' by 30 Seconds To Mars

iBazy photomoment :

i just want to rep up my Raya celebration days :) this year theme: Polka Dots * menari :)

OHO; it was Awesome! Eventho im already 19 almost 20.

Ala, biarla. Maybe its my last Raya in Malaysia. MAYBE. * Pray for me people*muah muah muah :D

My hamster died a day before the Raya Holidays end. It's quite frustrating but I know its already her Ajal. *nangis. Oh well, 'Mati Hidup dan Susah Senang di pegang oleh Tuhan. Dipegang oleh Allah Azzawajalla' quoted from Ranjau Sepanjang Jalan. *senyum sikit.

29th September 2010; date to submit EE first draft! OhMyGod, 2 days more. *slits wrist.

Puan Iliani surely gonna kill me. Serious. * Reminiscing the moment she hit me at the back.

OHO. sakit woo. -..-

ive been chosen to pee in a container for the experiment this week. Haha.*mainla dengan kencing aku. :P

I like someone. But surely he doesnt like me. Fullstop* mende2 macamni kena tulis pendek je. :D

Kasukma Holidays for a week! Oh yeah:) Happy and cant stop smiling. Two days left :)

Craving for Lamb Kabsyah at Saba' Restaurant. Papa please belanja me :(

Having millions of friends surely a bless from God. Random thinking. :)

Okay. Gonna sits on electric chair for the next torturing sessions now. *bzzt -_-"

cloudy sky.

2010-08-22T13:47:00.002+08:00

good news people. I CAN SEE THE SKY THROUGH MY WINDOW. while laying on my bed. weehee:)

the sky are beautiful. with all the puffy clouds. *reminds me of cotton candy tho.LAPA -..-"
it had been ages right? updating blogs are never in my list since IB had become the priority in my life.
especially in sem 3. all new classmates were great. and the old classmates, stay the Greatest. :)
this week will be hectic. with the TOK presentations and placement interview. and its on the same day.o.O
oh,i got Ireland! Alhamdulillah. so, this week im gonna try out for Galway and Cork. Haih. I can do it. Hope so. Amin.

yesterday, had been fun. breaking fast with Seed and Mole at McD Banting. the actual plan consist of 5 people but 2 decided to go somewhere more posh, Alamanda. *posh ke? haha. but nevermind, all three of us were satisfied with GCB. at least me and Seed la. coz Mole dun really like it. Ngeh. I think its wonderful! yum yum. ok lapar. maybe i should stop talking bout food. hee:)

TOK presentation preparation almost done. thanks to my groupmates, Seed and Mole for being understanding for my nervousness. HAHA. we decided to get it done early so that later i can focus more on researching for my interview. -..- thank God my oral will be next week. if not ill be certainly dead. okay, im just exaggerating.:)

and not to forget, i had a new crush. UNFORTUNATELY, he's taken! Subhanallah. besar sungguh dugaan nih. CEH! tuih3. haaha.
HAPPY FASTING EVERYONE :D
P/S: I cannot upload pictures here. what a noob -L-"

Heart-breaking

2010-06-04T13:15:00.004+08:00

*Jannah Sani: baju biru, tudung labuh
(collection of Jannah's pictures, TOK camp 2010)

Al- Fatihah to Jannah Sani, KMBians 09-11.

June 4, just back from my holiday, logged in to my facebook account and saw salwa's status;

Salwa Abu Bakar

"Ya Allah, Kau tempatkanlah sahabat kami Jannah Sani dalam kalangan orang yang solehah. amin..

Salwa Abu Bakar

stkat yg aku tau, naik go kart, tudung tersangkut, tercekik,sesak nafas."

my tears cant stop flowing. i dun really know her that much, but she's known for her tudung labuh.*ok, mybe it just me and my roommate, ainzu created that one.sorry.

i will always remember her as she always been an 'angel' to me and ainzu. whenever ainzu and i made some mistakes or do something bad, we will always use these quotations; "bgtau Jannah!", "Ainzu, Jannah lalu tu" , "nanti Jannah marah". but we never expect that we will lose her this early. it is too shocking and heart-breaking. the presence of Jannah still fresh in my memory especially in TOK camp in Malacca. 3 days we spent time together as a team was not enough for me to know her better but she was awesome. for real. she such a cheerful, talkative, brilliant person. there's no word can describe her best. in the netball league, i managed to be in her team. she such a great player,no doubt. her position as GA, is very important as she scored the most for our team. she was a very active person. most of the evening, if there's no netball practice, she will played badminton at the ampaian, which is in front of my room, while im busy sleeping in my room. *see.so much different isn't it?

and she also mingled a lot at my wings especially in amni's room. that makes me know her better.very nice, angelic muslimah but also can be very bising which i adore so much as she is balanced in all her aspect of life. "main main jugak, hubungan ngan Allah kena jage :)" okay. my eyes are getting swollen rite now. i should stop. thanks Jannah for all the memories and love. eventhough it was short but I did learn something. thank you Allah for lending us Jannah even for a while and i am very bersyukur. Alhamdulillah.
moga roh Jannah dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang Soleh yakni di syurgaMu Ya Allah.- amin-

mende alah ape ntah tag2 nih.

2010-05-31T12:05:00.002+08:00

for the sake of friendship, i do this tagging2 thing. although it's just not my thing. *nah amek katon.wajib sgt.HOHO

1)anda rasa hot?

hot sgt. (: *ok.perasan.

2)bila kali terakhir mkn piza?

17.04.10 at papa john's pizza sunway pyramid.*haa kau specific!

3)lagu terakhir anda dgr?

true colours by glee cast.

4)apa anda buat selain siapkn tag ni??

memasak.* serius ni.HAHA

5)selain nama sendiri,anda dipgl nama apa?

bazy.

6)tag lg 8org..

afiQ,afuk,katon,abg ngah,apit,ton, ka, abg afiq*hahaha.amek amek amek.

7)siapakh org num1 kpd anda?

kawan.

8)katakan sesuatu kpd org num5

jom g makan!:)

9)num3 ada hbgn dgn sape?

dia ade crush je.haha

10)bagaimana dgn num4

sume ade crush la senang.haha

11)pesanan buat org num6

belajar rajin2.kerja elok.belanja la weh:)

12)kata2 cnta utk org num2

sayang kau.HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

13)adakah num7&8 mempnyai persamaan?

sme sgt.mcm kembar dah!wee

14)berikan 5yg anda tau tntg org yg anda men-tag.

suka futsal

kawan qawiem

suka merepek

ade crush ngan seseorang

one day we will go eat together.hahaha

14)pesanan anda buat tag ni?

mende nih merepek.

yay dah abes!

unbelievable things.

2010-05-23T10:36:00.002+08:00

EXAM HAD ENDED PEOPLE!hoho.
after struggling for a few weeks, here i am, sitting on a cozy chair with still nothing in my tummy.*as i just woke up from my long sweet dream on my king sized bed.yeah.i can smell the world again.thank u Allah. (:

im 19. i feel old. hoho.but im very young at heart.is it?or should i called myself immature?NO! im mature enough.kot.*ill do a survey later. :D but i only have about 10 months to enjoy my life living as a teen. i mean having 'teen' in my age. oh.so sad. ill be 20 next year. so old.so freaky. i cant believe that i can already do whatever that i wanna do.i mean LEGALLY PEOPLE!haha.im sad.*ok tetbe.

im at home!ngaaa. after a few months long, stucked unbreathable at kmb, i finally managed to go home.hoho.i can cure my homesickness.aha.YAY!

i miss my classmates. buuuu :'(. aleena, mole, seed, wan, yana, zatil, yanti, bonbon, una, pnut,akmal, zharif, choy, atiqah. bubububu.next year will not be the same anymore.its so sad. after one happy year together, we hav to split. y maths always be the spoiler?haih.

i guess thats all for now.
BOOYAH! m gonna hit the tv rite now!hohoho.oh heaven.

cuti untuk belajar.titik.

2010-05-08T20:06:00.002+08:00

mungkin saya patut belajar sekarang memandangkan exam sem2 semakin hampir dan hampir dan semakin hampir. *grrr.meh a dtg dekat!HOHO

im quite confused rite now.for real. cause exam is like just around the corner, and yet too much problems arise. hmm. mybe i should consider it as 'dugaan'? it is quite weird when lately theres a lot of conflicts between teachers-students and students-students. mybe everyone are sensitive enough?or it just ego?hmm.

ok jom pukul buku!

*saya rindu awak.

its never too late:)

2010-04-30T01:13:00.005+08:00

Im 19 people! ooyeah!

Before I crapping more on this special topic, I wanna wish, HAPPY BELATED 19^th BIRTHDAY to MUHAMMAD IDZHAM! We had fun together on 17^th April 2010.*kan?kan?kan? heee. And he’s older than me.yay!

I tot this year will be the most dull birthday ever in my entire life. I got emo at first and feesl like crying, BUT, I’m totally wrong people! Yeah, I got prank from my classmates. Thanks to Yana, Pnut, Choy, Una, Zatil and Yanti. We had Balloon fight! They said I ran and hop like a frog.WTH? But it was really2 fun! Millions and billions and trillions thanks for all the wishes, friends! Seed sang for me! Yay! Thanks for the singing but I prefer the saxophone.haha.

I held a small party at my class with my classmates *mole xdeL. Just to show some appreciation to them.hoohoo. Menu: baguette, chicken, cheese spread and CAKE! Thanks to my dearest bestfriend, ALEENA as she bought all the stuffs. Hee.. And3, surprisingly, my penpal, IRFAN, gave me a present.*aww. Thank u penpal! Zakiah and my rumate, ainzu also give me presents. Aleena and seed, thank u for the card! Here are some pictures and video on my birthday.

Celebrating birthday at KMB was not bad at all, and I think it was one of the greatest celebrations I ever had. Thank you M09R, KMBians, jajam, new and old friends for making my birthday a meaningful one.

the book of Eli

2010-03-17T19:23:00.004+08:00

movie review: THE BOOK OF ELI.

quite nice.i guess. its about an uncivilized world.its because of the war?(i guess.i got confused actually. i dun really know what happened to the world in the movie)but one thing that attracted me in the movie was; everyone wore SHADES!haha.COOL!and i like the heroin, mila kunis.the movie is about a guy, trying to save a book which is a bible, which is believed can save the humankind. so, theres always bad guys.*i dun wanna be the movie spoiler.yada.yada.yada. lastly, ELI is actually the name of the guy.haha. so, overall; 3/5.ok la.although the story line is not that good.aha. sikit gila org tgk cite tuhh!!!!!serious.

thanx to muhammad idzham for accompanying me.

we ate at delifrance.their beef lasagna was awesome!want some more!:(

i really3 wanna watch alice in wonderland.GOSH!

tomorrow;pavi with aleena and...m not sure:)

explicit content. t&c apply.

2010-03-13T08:07:00.003+08:00

U FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U FUCK FUCK FUCKKK!

GO FUCK URSELF AND DIE.

Y U SHOULD BE SUCH AN ASS! I MEAN BIG ASS!

FUCK U, LOSER OF THE WORLD!

p/s: aku sgt marah. m not fucking care bout u anymore!

sorry for being an idiot.

2010-02-14T10:25:00.005+08:00

soalan EMO untuk diri sendiri:

y do i have to be such an idiot?

y do im affected by the PAST?

y do i have to do such things?

y do i have to break things?

*cuba buang huruf "y",dan baca dengan lantang dan kuat.terima kasih.

HOW TO FIX THINGS BACK TO NORMAL?

OH MONYET!SAYA PERLUKAN BANTUAN ANDA!

yeah.its true.im such an idiot then.hee.terima kasih kepada kebodohan ini.yay!*tepuk tgn semua.tolonglah!:)

tuan/puan,

dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa, soalan diatas tidak dapat dijawab dengan baik oleh ~~NURBAZILAH BINTI ARIFFIN~~ dengan itu beliau diisyhtiharkan gagal segagalnya dalam subjek ini.

oleh itu, beliau memerlukan khidmat bantuan masyarakat 1 Malaysia.

sesiapa yang berminat untuk membantu sila hubungi beliau dimana-mana talian atau cara yang anda suka.*beliau telah mempunyai dua nombor sekarang. TAHNIAH!

~~NURBAZILAH BINTI ARIFFIN~~ sedang berada dalam keadaan stabil namun beliau amat memerlukan khidmat masyarakat.:)

KERJASAMA ANDA AMAT DIHARGAI.TERIMA KASIH.

*esok beliau akan menghabiskan duet elaunnya!terima kasih pihak mara kerana melangsaikan gaji beliau setelah beliau menunggu selama satu sem lebih bersamaan 6 bulan lebih.walaupun beliau agak marah pada mulanya tetapi beliau tidak mengambil tindakan sebagaimana rakan sperjuangannya , Nur Zakiah Mohd Zaki, yang telah pergi ke HQ mara.HEBAT BERANI!Nur Zakiah Mohd Zaki patut dianugerahi pingat hang tuah!*kenapa hang tuah?WTF?!. ~~NURBAZILAH ARIFFIN~~ berharap agar adik beradiknya iaitu, Aleena Aisyah Abdullah dan Muhammad Azmir Hussinal Fakkri dapat join. dan juga class repnya iaitu Ahmad Syahmi Mohd Dashilah yang juga merupakan seorang anak mak yang ganas.

lutut ~~NURBAZILAH ARIFFIN~~ lebam dan luka! semua hasil dari stunt yang dilakukan beliau ketika bermain netball dan softball. beliau telah menyalahgunakan kaki yang sama untuk melakukan aksi-aksi 18 SG yang kini memudaratkan dirinya.

CIK NURBAZILAH ARIFFIN sudah serik!*okay lagu justin bieber, one time yang kini berkumandang di MTV sgt annoying.tolong mute sekarang!

p/s: maaf post ini sedikit high.kesulitan amat dikesali.

BOLA.BOLA.BOLA LEMBUT?

2010-02-05T17:28:00.005+08:00

hee.softball or bola lembut?

getting serious in this game.yayy!the coach had came yesterday.thank u:)

AWW!weekends!

a bad or a good thing?hmm?hmm?

weekends at kmb sucks...dammit!

well, hav to stay back for MPAC practice..buuuu!

thank u ikhwan for being bising!dushh!dush!AND ANOTHER MILLIONS OF DUSH!

i hav like a tons of homework to do?but i cant keep my mind on it.weee.distractions of weekend.its disastrous!:))

practically, i hav a lots of thing to do.but having the not-in-the-mood mood thingy really make me..err? frustrated?BOO!

and chinese new year plans had become poopies.go down the drain.WHOOSH.WHOOSH.bubuuu:((

its quite sad.but im trying to ignore things..

~~FUCK U?*please3 ignore dis!way of expressing my geram?~~

since i learnt bout Theory Of Knowledge, i thnk i started to understand things that revolved around us.i can relate what had happened maybe not all, but most of it.if i think back bout the past, and if i already know bout this 4 ways of knowing and stuffs in TOK, ill understand every single thing that happened. seriously.dun mixed up ur emotions and knowledge people!i highly recommended this subject in Malaysian education, coz it is really3 interesting.for real.this subject really make me think deeply and develop my logic and my inner self really effectively.

BUT

BEWARE, maybe some of us cannot take dis subject.coz the percentage of misunderstanding is very high.such as one of my friend who did not take dis subject said,"TOK ni mempersoalkan kebesaran Allah".SO NOT FREAKY!if u take dis subject(but not recommended for u.please jgn amek TOK!) u r actually talking bout the kebesaran Allah.its not mempersoalkan.please understand dis. maybe, we, in IB, are the chosen ones to take this subject as Allah knows our capabilities.Alhamdullilah:)Gosh!i love TOK.bubu:)

New Boyfie:)

2010-01-16T14:03:00.003+08:00

OREN

im feeling a bit weird lately.hoho.

coz i fell in love with the animaleyyy.ouyeahh!

m i abnormal or sumthing?*i dun thnk so.:D

others may be drooled over johnny depp, jude law, heath ledger, shea lebeouf or any other hot guys out there but im falling for a lion?it happened when i watched madagascar and ice age.HOHO.

but i take it in a positive way,

IM UNIQUE, PEOPLE!*or a freak?

ehehehehheheheeeehuhuhuhheuuhhohoohehehebubububububububbuuuuuyahh!

i even hav a soft toy lion:)

buuuhuuu!

aww.i dun need a real bf as i already hav one and i can likeeeeee sleep with it everynite?i can like talk with it when im sad or sumthing.i even cn do anything with it.awwww...okay...i do sound wrong aite?ngee.i dun careee...bubububuuuu:)

and he will never make me sad!yay!MUAHH!

spending time with mr.buubuuuu is priceless!

IM YOURS FOREVER!hohoo.

*i hope he can read this.BAHAHAHA:)

ngeee.

*okay,i am Freaky.GOSHH!:)

I MISS MY lonely TURKEY at homee!mumumuuuuu:(

last post.1st post for 2010

2010-01-05T11:35:00.007+08:00

my last post before going back to kmb.

'funhouse' by pink is currently plugged in my ears.dadadadaaa:)

the HOMESICK's aura is coming!GOSH.m not even on my way to kmb yet.DUSH!

help me?*puppy eyes.

well, my holidays went well i suppose?

my sister sudah menjadi tunangan orang!WUHUU!

*should i be happy?ill be alone people!:((

she will be married this 13.03.10.

weeeee.only i noe what dis number means:).n i like it:D

2009 had passed.what a year!fuhh.

but one thing that i value the most in year 2009 is meeting YOU!

so many things happened but let bygones be bygones.ea?

m not opening a new book like anyone else and just trashed the old book but

ill add a brand new pages into it.more colourful pages to be particular.:)

treasuring the old things?yeah?naah?

it's for my reference people!

so that im not going to repeat the mistakes that ive been done back then.hee.

HOLIDAYS PICTURES!yayyy!

thank you:)ill be busy after this peeps!hee:)

n im counting days:)

happy:)

2009-12-30T18:29:00.002+08:00

life had been interesting lately..
i kept on solving other people's probs.and of course ill zip up my mouth.*dun worry people:)
and im extremely happy with it.
just wanna link a post by a good friend of mine coz his post really3 make my day.AND

i dun even noe why.hahaha.

it just that...he was expressing his so called 'perjalanan sehari bersama girlfriendnya' in a very detailed way.GOSH.and i cant help laughing my heart out when he kept on using 'sayang' word.eee.cute.NGAAA.-__-".
btw, three words for u;KAU DAH PANDAI!hahaha:)
*tekan sini kalau nak baca:)*

p/s:sorry for condemning ur post.haha.it just way tooo nice:)AWWW XD

congratulations:)

2009-12-25T00:22:00.005+08:00

24th december: the moment of revealing....

PMR results!haha.

congratulations to my CS and her batch mates as 104 of them got straight A's out of 109 students.all hail TKC.haahaha:)

to my LOVELY petbro yg dah besar gila now*dulu cm kecik innocent je kan?hee:)

CONGRATULATIONS!hee.u got wut u want.like u

said, u inherited the kepandaian from ur petsys?hahahaha:)

*on the left:)

*yg belakang:D

GAY?

2009-12-23T21:22:00.005+08:00

HELLO WORLD!HO.HO.HO.merry christmast?*heee.i went out with si DANIAL and his two friends.haha.the best part was, they're both GAY!*danial is not included.kesian dia..:)
well,i dun even care actually but the thing is they liplocked inside my fucking car!GOD!haha.*danial borrowed my dad's car.sungguh berani dia meminta kebenaran.dush.HAHA.
u noe in my car?in my dad's car to be particular.
bersubahat.ohh.rasa sungguh berdosaa.
people.people.people.
okay,AVATAR was awesome:)
thank u for those that had recommended me to watch the movie. i ranked it 4 stars out of 5.heee:)
m looking forward for sherlock holmes!please babeyh!
GOD!i dun even finish my three malay novels yet.and a few english novels.dammnit!hee.
i hav like 2 weeks more.haiyaaa.:)
and2.I HELPED MY MUM TO CLEAN THE HOUSE TODAY!*proud:)*without any complaints to be particular:)
and i happy with it!*adakah saya sudah berjaya melepasi stage pertama ke arah menjadi seorang yg baek?heee:)
BUT.my mum gave two of my barbie dolls to her friend's daughter.ohh.i miss them.hee:)

2nd post of the day.klcc park!

2009-12-16T16:43:00.002+08:00

aha.yes.moving from strabucks to klcc park.and again, IM ALONE!fuck is it?hehehe:)

starbucks.kl sentral.12.55pm.

2009-12-16T12:54:00.002+08:00

heehooo:)

savoring the vanilla frappucino in my mouth.niceee:)

but m ALONE:(

the thing is....m bored.m planning to go to national library.sadly..the plan changed.HOHO.i found a starbucks!

ngeteeeheeeheheeeehehehehohohheheohhohoahahaahangeeehehehehihihihihihehee:)

*ignore the laugh, its a form of expressing my boredom.HOHOHOO

luckily a chinese guy is sitting next my table!yay!i had a friend?heehehee:)

hoping for a friend to find me here.teman saya boleh?hehehe:)

m boredddd.seriously...i am!NGEEE:)

EMO!

2009-12-14T00:23:00.002+08:00

i want this hair:)

i will hav this hair!XD

cant wait.oh my hair,please grow longer.FASTER!

next year maybe?*wink3!

oh im losing my mood!

2009-11-30T20:43:00.009+08:00

trying to get back my mood to study.heeee.blogging!

HULALALA.

aldoe there's nothing particular to write about, but im in da mood of blogging!HOHO.

selamat hari raya aidiladha?aha.*dah nak abes:(

short post to boost my mood?

ULALA.

nway,interesting pictures!HOHOHOHOHOOOO:)

idzham slept everytime we met.XD

a picture during first day of raya aidiladha.dis boy didnt take his bath b4 coming to my house.he even still in his pyjamas.

HOHO

my niece:)

perception?

2009-11-28T12:18:00.003+08:00

y our perception on sumthing keep on changing?

a simple question that will trigger ur mind to think?

do u ever thnk bout perception?or TRUTH?

do colored fonts changed ur perception on my post?

do style of fonts effects the reader?

OK MOVING ON!

what is truth?

is it the interpretation of our brains?or the neurotransmitter itself?

early this morning, i read bout sumthing not academically related stuffs.n my perceptions towards sumone do change.y is it so?

HMM?complicated.or it is just my mind that make it looks complicated?

mind=brain?is it?*wutever

like in maths, there are a lot of methods to get the answer. is it our perceptions that decide which method to use?or it just instinct?wut is instinct btw?

if u learn biology, u will obviously bump into neurons topic rite?

so,wut du thnk bout this quote?:

"You are your synapses. They are who you are."

--- Joseph LeDoux, 2002

WTF?WTH?

who the hell is joseph anyway?aha.

do i care bout him?HELL NO!

but his quote?HELL YES!

i am synapses?

HOHO

im changing for the better.i dun want to hurt u baby:)

ok.ape kene mngene?

BLAJALAH!

*sorry for crapping.n thanx 4 reading.HAHA

i hav a gay friend!:)

2009-11-23T21:07:00.003+08:00

rabbit3!heee:)

heee:)

he's wearing pinky orange tshirt!

i do like it:D

n seriously u dun look gay..XD

HOW BAD DO YOU WANT ME?

HOHO

a friend in need is a friend indeed:)

2009-11-17T22:56:00.001+08:00

HOHOHOHO

im totally bored:(

but the exam week is just around da corner.HAHA.

I HAVE TO WORK MY ASS OFF!

IOP tomorrow:

trem bernama desire vs tok perak

introducing..

seed as tok perak, aleena as perempuan tok perak and bazy as blanche dubois.

wheee:D

thnk u :)

2009-11-11T20:21:00.003+08:00

im full of tenses!

thanks to MATHEMATICS HIGHER LEVEL!

hahaha:)

* tomorrow:standardize test

WHEEE?

im ready!im ready!im ready!

Friday, 301009 - Saturday,311009

2009-10-31T23:41:00.004+08:00

heee.days to remember?heee:)

lets not wasting time to type what happen.juz refer to ejam's blog.hahaha.

one thing to be highlighted here:

picture of the day;

venue:coffee bean,LCCT.4am

tired ejam?:))

friday!

2009-10-28T19:53:00.004+08:00

looking forward for this friday.yay!

*heee.only a bear knows:)

im longing for my n97.huu.sedeh.

but sadly..

im being paranoid!hoho

after a few missing handphones.

n i actually hate them who steal the handphones!

d'ohh.i dun see the significant of stealing a phone.

likeee...buy it urself la people!stupid thieves.

if u cant afford it, save some money laaa.

dush3.

wutever it is, i think ill put my paranoid thingy aside and bring that fucking phone!

hahahaha:)

EXAM!

3rd DECEMBER 2009.heee:D

a month to go people!n to bazy:study laa!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

nway,im excited!

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOOHOHOHOOOHHOHO

I MISS U:)

feels like blogging:)

2009-10-25T08:28:00.007+08:00

hoho0.life had been interesting lately:)

n obviously HAPPY.ngee:)only God knows:D

its never been to LATE to say that,

SATURDAY,17th Oct 2009

was damn awesome.ngeee.

thnx to a friend a.k.a. a bear that i lo0ve.ily:)

ice-skating had been fun.but okay people!i do fell.i mean BYK KALI!heee:)

yeah, balance disorder.hahaha:)my knees n butt hurt:( but i do njoy it!looking forward for next:)

ive been busy with my IB life lately.wheee.yeah3!INTERNATIONAL FAIR!heee.i do dance! Hawaiian dance.ngeee.mole did his fire dance n all other classmates had to do the hula dance.our costumes looked urmm..stupid?haha.but we looked cute in

those costumes tho.haha.*perasan.

but that dance certainly do not suits me.haha.gr

acefully n sensuality?hoho.not in my dictionary.ngeee:)

now,let the pictures tell:)

M09R:D

aleena, bazy:)

the last piece:)

2009-10-15T15:29:00.006+08:00

woah.it had been a whileeee since the last update.lawl.:)

a lot of things happened lately.*yawnn 0.o

mpp's election.premanifesto nite.manifesto nite.controversies.lidi.mpac.Hawaiian culture performance.majlis rayaaa.HWs!.tons of lab reports*i mean literally TONS!:(.

n i was likeeeee......freakin' EXHAUSTED.

IB life had began.one big RED QUESTION MARK.

will bazy be able to survive??

EXAM.like 1 month away.i stayed up till the wee hours lately.yeah,with the help of NESCAFE POP wic gimme 'caffeine struck'.HEBAT.okayy.m no longer a sleeping maniac.haha:)KOT.lol.:D.but im a sleeping zombies in the morning n sleeping beauty in the evening.ngee:)

dilemma strikes.yeah.m in dilemma in choosing whether to take maths higher level or standard level. wic i wish i can take neither of them.:P.aldoe its not confirmed yet to offer us,the medic students, maths standard level or not, i just hav to give it a deep thinking.m plannin' to take maths standard level.but the thing is i wanna go to UK bound universities!wic needs maths higher level as one of the requirements.ohh.motherrr..:(sooo......i juz cant make up my mind yet.n i feel stupid.hahaha.ok bazy.ur not stupid aldoe u slightly are.ngee:P

today:thursday.tomorrow:friday.n im soooo loooking forward for this saturday.NGEE~

home.sunway.car.lidi.fetch.kmb.sunway.ice-skating.cloudy.meatballs:)

2009-09-24T18:59:00.002+08:00

yes,tomorrow ill be heading back to kmb.YES??!*bazy ke neihh?

actually,cant wait to gossip a lot of things with zack!HAHHA.wait for me yahh!LALA

well, this raya went well n i did really njoy my raya.Alhamdulillah:)

1st day of RAYA i mean 1 SYAWAL,

we're not going back to our kampung coz both of my grandparents had returned to our

Creator.*Al-Fatihah,but my house was like..FULL!

with my sisters,brother,cousins,nieces n nephews.aunts n uncles.aha.it was niceeeee:)

as usually rumah slalu cm KOSONG dan DULL.*bosan:((

but when it comes to this day, it was full of fun!

woke up at 8 am!awalnyee:P

dressed up in my new bju kurung johor*i do really like it but without the tudung.dun get me wrong,i just dun like the tudung.just THAT particular tudung.not that i dun like wearing tudung ok.

wait for my parents n brothers coming back from smyg raya* i do have excuse for not going to smyg raya ok:))

hearing takbir making me sad as i remembered those days celebrating raya with my atuk.:(

m wearing my eyeliner, no matter what,ill not cry coz i dun wanna look messy.strong enuf on pg raya:)

bermaaf-maafan is cumpulsory for my family*i dunno in other families tho.yess.papa n ma,SORRY!*sob.sob:(.

i dun actually cry.i never cry kot on pg raya.coz im ashamed.teeheeee:)*kat tempt laen bole je nk kuar air mate.cehh.

but one thing bout me is:i hav a STRONG EGO.i wont cry when im apologizing. sounds kejam but i do really mean when i say IM SORRY!do accept.please.mybe u see m heartless,but deep3 inside me,nobody knows.:( like seriously.im fragile tho.

after salam of coz la duet raya.i managed to collect A LOT OF DUET RAYA.ahaha.aldoe im already 18 but i feel like im only 8.ngaaa~btw,THANK U EVERYONE.:))

after the emotional*so not. sorry session,its time to EAT!yeah.typical raya cuisine;kuih raya,lemang,rendang,kacang gravy n specialty for this raya:nasi beriani:)*i do love it.LALA

durhh.i love to eat.

after our stomatch had full with those foods,its time to visit my grandparents grave.my mum did say to me that its not really appropriate to read Yassin or any surah at the grave.its not a sin.it just inappropriate.its better to read at home,clean area and it is more afdhal than at the grave as its not as clean as at home.kan?after all,the prayers definitely also can reach to that particular person:)mybe, reciting Yassin at the grave had become a tradition.hmm.is it?

visiting relatives was so much fun.cousins,aunts,uncles.lme x jumpaaaaaa:))

so,that were my activities during 1st day of raya.fun.:))

BANYAK JALAN2!heee:)

but while m njoying my raya, i never thought bout other pple that are not as lucky as me.

i realized it yesterday.*thnx to my dear friend and a friend of his.

i just copy n paste bout a story from my friend's blog that really happened this year:

recently i have an aunt.. she's young.. barely even reach her late 30's..
having to struggle with lung cancer..
lost in the fight and has returned back to her Creator just a week before raya..
leaving behind her childrens.. (who lost their dad way earlier before)
the eldest being 6 years old..
youngest being just 7 months old..
and so..
i decided and got to see and stayed with them during the raya..
i'm touched by how they could smile and laugh and being happy during the raya season..
call them small kids..
but don't they have feelings too?
is it not that the absence of a mother is sufficient and would bring about great despair to their children especially during an auspicious day like this??
when all preparations are done..
i definitely know the children are pretty much aware of where they are standing..
they asked me questions like, "abang, ibu adik raya kat mana? dia tak balik pun.. mesti dia tengah best raya kan? kalau dia happy, bagus la.."
that kid really shut my mouth..

im speechless too.

muhasabah diri.i was like too spoilt.*ok people,i admit it!for the first time:(

i complain a lot bout my raya stuffs.truk budak nihh.:((aishh.

n i dun really care bout pple that cant raya.im being selfish.yess.selfish.jual ikann.:(

i do cry when it comes to violence in palestine, i do cry when i watched the petronas ads, i do cry when i see pple hurt but when im happy, i dun actually care.wut a loser i am.

BUT.im very determined to chnge my lifestyle.InsyaAllah.i dont just brag or just talking nonsense, but ill try.

Im not promising sumthng to be but i promised ill TRY hard for sumthing to be.AMIN:)

20092009

2009-09-20T01:07:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN:)

may dis raya bring thousands of happpiness to all of u.
GLADIATORS;imy & ily n sorry!
M09R;like seriously forgive me:) n ilyt:)
new & old friends;sorry for my all wrongdoings in the past,present and in the future:D
have fun celebrating raya peeps!
XOXO,
nurbazilah ariffin@bazy
tkc 0408
kmb 0911

story mory:)

2009-09-13T15:16:00.002+08:00

at home finally!ill be celebrating raya at KEMAMAN!yeay!FUN3!

okeh.as i promised,here the story:

11th september 2009:

class as usual,durhh~mole came to class late.OVERSLEPT at his room!class rep x berkaki lebar:P*jking mole:) and he missed all the fun in BM class.haha. we learnt about the drama titled "trem bernama desire" and we did a short drama in the class for the 1st scene.wan asyraff as stanley, me as STELLA, anisah as eunice and guess who as BLANCE?SEED!hahaha.it was fun tho.aldoe it was damn funny!ngeeeee~

actually i dun even noe how to go home on that day.mlas gle nak pike.I NEED A BUS TICKET TO KEMAMAN!and luckily seed wanna go to pudu to buy his bus ticket to his hometown and he want to go to um as he had his class reunion. so i decide to follow him.yeah.problem solved!at first.

at first,seed decided to go to putrajaya sentral by bus,then he decided to take a taxi as he so x larat.HAHA.i dun even care pon actually.im so damn shocked as i saw seed's bags!3 bags!dah la gemuk2.aiyaaa.i even bring a paper bag and laptop bag only.seed sgt mengalahkan perempuan!even zamri is not like him!aishh.i have to deal with him laa.trime kawan seadanya.HAHA.

when arriving at putrajaya central, yeah,i had to pay the fare:bye2 rm 35!T.T

but not only that, i also paid all seed's tickets bcuz i was like, pity him as he struggles to reach his own wallet because of all those bags!!*but obviously lah he'll pay me back.HAHA.

we reached plaza rakyat at about 4 *i thnk, it was raining cats n dogs.DAMN!basah3!n my shoes and socks were like totally WET and DRIPPY and DISGUSTING.bak kate seed, ade berudu in his shoes.*n i still cant understand, y berudu??heee.btw, i got the ticket!yayy!x raye kat kl:)

okay,its 5 pm people!waktu kemuncak kot.so damn RAMAIIIIIIIIII orang.the train to university station was like overly packed!yeah.im one of the sardines!dush3.n mase tu lah my adidas paper bags putus!ishhhhh.sabo jelaa.tgu la lme sket.rase nak baling je brg2 tuh..:((

klimaks cerita!kot.finally,we arrived at university station SAFELY!but all the suffers do not end there..huu-__- we have to walk our ass off all the way to UM!bpak jauh weyy.coz if we take the taxi, the fare will be doubled up bcuz of the traffics.damnnn.we had walk like 10 mins and suddenly seed said "salah jalan."it should be the other way.i was like,WTF?!!*hilang pahale pose aku.ishh.its all seed's friend, alep, pelajar UM wic had problems with his right and left, fault!!ughh!i should had killed that boy!

as a GOOD friend.....i helped seed to bring his laptop bag wic weighd like 3 kg?n im also dealing with my own lappy and stuffs?durhh!rase nak buno seed!n seed was like,'bazy,stop jap.' ''bazy,penat''etc..etc..etc..membebel je!and THANK GOD, we finally arrived at UM.what a relieved!

thnx nani for letting me tumpang for the 2nd time.HAHA.berbuka with 2 cans of hundred plus.rice and chicken.HUNGRY3!

WHAT A DAY!

ill remember this day forever!-.-"

TERIMA KASIH SEED!kadushh!

next morning, jalan2 di midval with my ex-schoolmates!didie,hannan,chay,mey2,nik aty,nurin,najie,alay,nisa.miss them damn much!like seriously.:)

to nurin,tc and be safe at mesir!:)

mood:RAYA!:)

seed,aku benci kau:P

2009-09-11T20:51:00.001+08:00

TIRING DAY!like seriously.all becoz of seed aka BLANCHE!

dush3!sepak laju2.

further story will be posted later.tired.nak tdo n need URUTAN!

weird dream:(

2009-09-06T17:16:00.002+08:00

yeayy.

finally my rindu terubat..whee.met nani and nik aty at um:)

overnite at um.heee.menumpang kot.

m expecting to meet more of my schoolmates.but they went homeeeeeee T.T

sedehhh.but nemind i really had a blast.KOT.whee~

enough said,this morning i had the weirdest dream.huuu.

i have a daughter n a HUSBAND.n i noe him!*i mean,he's my friend.not really a friend.but my friend's friend.kot.but serious scary gilaaaaaaa.

but the thing is,im not into him b4 tauuu...like seriously!

BUT after that weird stupid dream..i was likeeee..

err!

er..

err...

errr....

I LIKE HIM

coz he was like, so sweet in that dream.damn aaaa.

padah tdo after subuh.padan muke!

dush3 0.o

NO!

2009-08-31T02:27:00.003+08:00

do i have to post the same thing everytime my holidays end?

I HATE GOING BACK TO KMB!
homesick!homesick!homesick!
btw,hepi merdeka -.-"

hati saya tersentuh!

2009-08-29T02:36:00.000+08:00

OK!
first of all,
thanx to ARLI!
asal?nape?y?
coz ARLI buat hati saya tersentuh.sgt tersentuh!
SOB3!
it began when i did my lame blog-walking....
suddenly, i heard a song that doubled my current fav song.
i was likee...
ape lgu nih?kaco jeee
its not actually a song,but err.dunno wat its called.its like a poem.*yeke?but its really2 menyentuh hati dan perasaan.x tau npe.EMO!
n it was from arli's BLOG!
thnx ARLI!u make my dayy:)
*i had a rough day actually.like seriously!

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

MOOD:hw:(

2009-08-27T12:19:00.003+08:00

im not in da mood of blogging:(

BUT

im in da mood of poking my head and re-wired my neurons back in place to finished my f**king homework!
so that i can thnk logically.HAHA
operation..operation..operationnn..

I NEED TO BE FREE OF HOMEWORKS!
dammnnn!*ape kene mngene ngan gmbr nih?

bazy sengal!

2009-08-23T13:48:00.002+08:00

ok!bazy buat mende bodo today.sgt3 bodo!
benci aaaaa.npe buat?sebab bazy sengal.aiyaa!
okeh3.take a deep breath bazy!
bodo laaa.keep thinking bout it.mcm H1n1!siot3.
damn.damn brain!damn heart!
erase the memory pleaseeeeeeeee.....
rebound.rebound.rebound........
okeh hw please!

home weet home:)

2009-08-22T17:42:00.002+08:00

yeah.alas,im in kemaman!
arrived at 6 pm yesterday.thank God it was early!ngeee~
*kehepian melampau!
yeah.a lots of things happen in KMB.and a lots of pics to be pin up ere.HAHAHA.mencapap gmb.wheee.
btw,aleena!be strong yeee:).ily.:P*dun misunderstand!pls aaa:P

adapting....

2009-08-11T01:26:00.002+08:00

yeah!still adapting.TRYING!

ugh.quite homesick n it was a bad feeling.damnn!

only one day but i already felt like one week!LIKE SERIOUSLY!

btw,already started our drinks sale at the DARK gazebo.dunno how to switch on the lights.n we're like attention seekers in the dark by screaming out 'air2,beli la air!'.one word: embarrassing. thank God the gazebo was dark!haha.

tomorrow will continue our fund raising agenda. wee.fun3!*business minded gell!

heee.

i feel like having a nice sleep but GOD, i cant,my english is not done yet.aiyaa!

n im still wasting my time here.

dah bazy!STOP!

WTH?

2009-08-09T01:42:00.002+08:00

m going back to KMB!

sucks lahhh:(

so sad and m fucking hate it!

hw stats not yet completed.aiyaaa!damn lazy.huu:((

one thing that i wanna scream:

x mau blek KMB laaaaaaaa!

BOOOOOO!

soulmate?

2009-08-05T23:18:00.002+08:00

love is in the air?

SO NOT!

aha.just for fun i guess.nuthing interesting yet.haha.lepaking at bb last monday was really awesome.haha.accompanied by that particular person.YAYY!

GUD NEWS!that person is so0o lyke me.heee:)*only certain people cn understnd it!weee:P

okayy.my hw is so not moving yet!disappointed?yeah!totally.

nemind.i will definitely finish it!kot.HAHA.x mau buat!x mau3!'

somebody please help me..do my hw n ill pay!hahaha.ouyeah!

here a song that really stuck in my mind now.strawberry swing by coldplay:)

dedicated to 'that person',friends and classmates!wee:)

They were sitting
They were sitting in the Strawberry swing
Every moment was so precious

They were sitting
They were talking in the strawberry swing
Everybody was for fighting
Wouldnt wanna waste a thing

Cold, cold water
Bring me round
Now my feet wont touch the ground
Cold, cold water
What ya say?
Its such
Its such a perfect day
Its such a perfect day

I remember
We were walking up to strawberry swing
I cant wait til the morning
Wouldnt wanna change a thing

People leaving all the time
Inside a perfectly straight line
Dont you wanna just curve away
And its such
Its such a perfect day
Its such a perfect day

Ah?

Now the sky could be blue
I dont mind
Without you its a waste of time
Would be blue
I dont mind
Without you its a waste of time

Well the sky could be blue
Could be grey
Without you Im just miles away

Well, the sky could be blue
I dont mind
Without you its a waste of time

OINK.oink.oink!

2009-08-05T01:17:00.006+08:00

yeah.new templates.since the PIG is soOoO damn famous lately, so im putting one of them as the background of my blog.deal with it,pig!HAHA.cute!*so not.hee..

well,new laptop arrived yesterday.n it was pink!HAHA.n i managed to prove to aleena n seed that im not that spoilt!hahaha.yayy!murah sajaaa.WHEEE:))

actually m not in da mood of writing lately.mybe bcoz of the pig.now its all the pigs fault!haha.pity them.weee.

but they did give me some happiness.BLEK UMAH!haha

but sadly,cnt hangout dat much,my mum wont allow me.WAAA!~h1n1 is not fatal but its a bad virus.hahahaha.fine2.stop talking bout pigs!just hate them.

okay.talking bout people.got someone in my mind.the person is not that attractive.the person is just like so kind and caring.haha.n i kinda like when that person did sumthin.sounds way too wrong...hahaha.

STOP CRAPPING BAZY!like seriously:P

h1n1?hell or heaven?

2009-08-04T02:01:00.003+08:00

KMB IS CLOSED FOR A WEEK!

yayyy!

holidays with a lot of assignments!

sucksss...

like seriously!

2009-07-26T10:31:00.003+08:00

updating....
yeah!exhausted week i guess.BUT! totally fun!wee:)
here they are:

successful business presentation(thnx to seed the ceo,yana,una,wan)
sketsa kemerdekaan
marching jpam(is it fun??WTF?)
OU
find out sumthng about my true self and try to except it.:D

*im fat.HAHA
well, i got involved in a sketch.HAHA.jd chinese girl OKAY!*sketsa kemerdekaan. totally bodo!like seriously!heee.forgot the script and curik line mole!*sorry gell mole.syg kau!:P
but luckily,we managed to get the 1st place.out of two groups actually.but nemind.we still WIN!haha.practice like one day je kot.x smp one day i guess!one NIGHT!haha.btw,good work to ainzu,zack,fariz,mole,izzatimazlan,pnut,choy!need to prepare to perform again on 7th august.aiyaa!
marching jpam also waiting.aish3!but nemind,im totally a cas hours minded ryte now.haha:)
yesterday,went to OU.played bowling with softball club members.Fun3!but my weekends totally sucks.LIKE SERIOUSLY!aha.
and spoilers for this week:ade org psycho interfere in my life.BLAH LA WEY!like seriously!
I LOVE MY CLASSMATES*tetbe je:P

KMB life

2009-07-12T00:23:00.002+08:00

fun?fabulous?hectic?
HAHA.sengal actually.being a kmbian n knowing more bout IB really make me shiver.but LEPAK SUDEYH.haha
my classmates are way too cool!like seriously.
there's only 15 of us.wic make us the least people in a class.one word:unique!
PLUS,im da secretary!*mole selalu buli.wekkk:P
the teachers are quite OK.haha.english my fav!miss OJA!
chem?err?ntah.heee:)
orait2,enough!poyo doe.

sad n m dancing.wee

2009-06-17T21:47:00.007+08:00

'when im sad,i cried.
when im happy,i smile & laugh'
COMMON SENSE!durh.
thats what majority of human do when they want to express their feeling.
BUT me?
i DANCE when im sad.AHA
i MESSED UP with others when im happy.
so?
BAZY IS EVIL LA SENGAL.
boooooooo!
so lets dance.WEEE:)
npe aku post mende nih?
tugasan pembaca:cr isi tersirat!

glitter-graphics.com

to whom it may concern

2009-06-16T07:56:00.005+08:00

its nothing to do with the title actually but slightly do i guess:D

woke up early today.*perkembangan yg bgus sekali!
last nite,had totally nuthing to do.so,went to sleep early than UNUSUAL usual time.hee:D
messed up with sumone earlier,so..dunno wut to do.HEH. after subuh prayer,got that person in my mind.hav to apologize.
n guess what?
I MADE IT!
i overcome my ~~ego~~.for the first time.wee.n im glad.
BUT,there's always a but when i did sumthng good.
that person didnt answer my damn call.aish.*slalu die angkat lah pepagi.
BOO BAZY!BOOOOO!
conclusion that bazy had made:dun do sumthing good.HAHA.
bazy is evil*but not yet a devil.yeay3!

ego-beyonce

10 hari,baju kurung dan AKU:(

2009-06-13T13:59:00.005+08:00

S.E.P.U.L.U.H=10
untuk ape?
MASUK KMB:((
malas gila mau packing.
aish.kak ya lak asyik kacau suruh packing cepat2.nak halau sgt ke?*aku menyusahkan ke duk umah nih?:((ehee:D(yekot,mkn byk:P)
mlm jumaat arituh pg shoppping.bajet abes plg mhl pon RM500,balek2 abes RM2000 duet papa.aish.kesian gila.*guilty.
tu pon blom abes beli lg.sport shoes,black shoes,dan byk lg x beli lg.
ni sume gara2 aku bad mood.pkai capai je.mende x patut pon dibelinye.silap shopping ngan papa la nih.aish,aish dan aish.:(

bad mood terjadi apabila shopping BAJU ngan papa.mmg x leh bla.nak ckp benci x baek plak.ehe.

tempat kejadian:dlm kereta,mood:maseh ceria

aku:nak beli track suit n a few tshirt la pa,boleh?
papa:track suit nak brape psg?
aku:3-4 helai cukup ah.
papa:okay.tshirt nak buat ape?(nada buat2 x tau)
aku:lah,pkai la.nanti nak pg dining hall (a.k.a dewan selera) lah ape lah, pkai la tshirt.
papa:pkai jela BAJU KURUNG.x elok perempuan pkai seluar melainkan terpaksa.(nada KULIAH SUBUH)tgk zeti aziz tu,pkai bju kurung je.pg mane2 pon pkai bju kurung.manis je.pkai jela baju kurung.
aku:(erk??pehal lak nih?tetbe je.bru bce buku hadis ke?slame ni okay je)...*speechless

tempat kejadian:kedai baju;cheetah section,mood:terpinga-pinga

papa:pilih la track suit mane.
aku:okeh.yg ni,yg ni dan yg ni.*cepat gila pilih.:D
papa:size?
aku:err?x tau.AHA.
ah moy salesgirl:u pg cuba dulu dlm itu fitting room lah.

tempat kejadian:aku dlm fitting room,papa kat luar ngan mak,mood:biasa

mak:adek nak bju tshirt cmne?(dr luar fitting room)
aku:err,papelah.(ckp x elok pkai*dlm hati)
papa:haa,yg ni ok.plain je.
aku:*CUAK.*taste papa laen mcm nih.
mak:nah,amek nih.papa suruh try.(smbil hulur bju ikot atas.ehe)
aku:*terkejut beruk yg comel!alamak,bju gila skem weyh!*mak,bju biase dah la.
mak:tu bju x biase ke?
aku:aiseh,yelah2.*mls nak explain.

dah kuar fitting room,mood:marah

papa:nak warne ape?
aku:urm,*menahan perasaan.eceh*merah la.satu.
papa:amek lah due.amek warne putih satu.kan dlm borg tu ade tulis suruh bwk bju wane putih.
aku:*aiseh die igt lak.*

papa:dah.byr.

naseb beli due je.baju tuh gila skem n gerenti aku x pkai.PLAIN GILA TANPA SEBARANG CORAK.ade lmbang cheetah je.hampeh tul.aku igt nak beli track suit je kat situ tetbe beli bju lak.alaaa......xpe.nak beli lg bju.WITHOUT PAPA.
tp yg aku pelik,npe aku x ckp aku x nak bju tuh?aku amek je.gila B***H aku.kene pukau kot.ehe:(

so,ape kene mengena ngan tajuk baju kurung?
AKU NAK PKAI BAJU KURUNG LAH PG MANE2.
*qawiem kau cbr aku ea?xpe2.aku kuar ngan kau je aku pkai bju kurung.HAHA.aku manis gitu:D*

AKU BINGUNG.

fa cup final

2009-05-31T22:34:00.007+08:00

CHELSEA

chelsea vs everton

2-1didier drogba;21'frank lampard;72'

huge thnx for guus hiddink

bangun awal?:(

2009-05-27T07:57:00.007+08:00

ya!

BANGUN AWAL!terpaksa ok.aish.sgt membebankan.tdo pukul 3 bgn pukul 630?adoi.kenapa?sebab?STUDY OK!ulangkaji.ehe.~~poyo~~ lak rase.aish.tp again,TERPAKSA.*BAZY NERD!
otak dah gila3 karat kot.tu lah,5 bulan duk goyang kaki.aishhh.*nyesal lak rase:(.SO NOT!*
aha.GEMBIRA KOT DUK RUMAH TANPA BUAT APA2.hehe:Dlagi ~~sebulan~~ kot nak habiskan masa kat rumah.aish.GILA SEDEH WEH!kegembiraan bertukar penyeksaan nanti.~~BENCI KMB!~~ceh blom masuk dah benci.cne nih bayzie.SENGAL!.
smlm beli buku rujukan F5 again.buku lame dah bagi org.heee.mereka ckp kena bwk.heh.beli jela.YEY.BUKU BARU.hee:P
jadi(pelik),mula buat addmaths balik.naseb x blank sangat!haha.ok la.permulaan yg bgus bg otak yg berkarat.hee:)
kalo buat depan pc or tv mmg x jln.jadi,buat kat luar rumah.hee.angin SEPOI-SEPOI BAHASA.haha.
dah abes cuti di swiss garden,kenalah bkerja pula.aish.x best.hee:P SI GEMUK BERCUTI!:D

new divide.transformers:revenge of the fallen theme song!

2009-05-19T16:51:00.002+08:00

yes!finally.new divide was released yesterday!woah3!*excited gila*
so,do listen to the song.really3 cool!hee.cant wait for the movie maa.sgt lmbt.aishh.
mybe im in ~~kmb~~ already at that time.huu.sgt sedeh!bt,its okay,confrm box office.hee.so,ade kat wyg LAMA!*hope so:D*
ENJOY!

lyrics:
I remember black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign, that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
And I get what I deserve
-
So give me reason, to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross, the distance in your eyes
Give me reason, to fill this whole connect the space between
Let it fill up to reach the truth and lies
Across this new divide
-
There was nothing in sight, the memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground gave in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard, and I get what I deserve
-
So give me reason, to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross, the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide
-
And every loss, and every lie
And every truth that you deny
And each regret, and each divide
Was a mistake to break to hide?
And your voice was all I heard, but I get what I deserve
-
So give me reason, to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross, the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this whole, connect the space between
Let it fill up to reach the truth and lies
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
Across this new divide

hello MARA!:)

2009-05-16T14:41:00.008+08:00

Alhamdulillah.i got the offer!ill do my medic course under international baccalaureate(IB) programme in kolej mara banting for two years.hee.and again ALHAMDULILLAH.:D.Syukur to The Almighty.at last,there is a doctor in Ariffin's family.:D.

although at first im excited to go to UM bcoz i hav a lots of friends there,but now i think im excited to start my post secondary study.aha.i heard IB is much2 harder than A level.*shiver*but its okay,if thre's a will,I CAN DO IT!yeah3:D.for now,i juz know zack,noram and dinie who got kmb same as me.but im looking forward for more.so,anyone?spe lg dpt KMB?hee.lets rock KMB together.hee.:))
so,now m waiting for the official offer letter.and cant wait coz my friend said the country that ill be going for my degree will be stated in the offer letter.i hope it is UK,ireland or nz.please3.*hoping gila neyh*
congratulations to all those yg dpt MARA offer too.kambeng yg byk membantu(eceh:D),elmo,zack,noram,dinie,nisa,zue and others.:D

and to these offer letters,u belong to the recycle centre.HEE.sorry:P

1.Universiti Malaya.asasi sains hayat.

2.kolej matrikulasi melaka.asasi sains.for those that already went for their matrix and those that will go to their respective universities,GOOD LUCK for future undertakings.WE CAN DO IT!especially GLADIATORS 0408.:D

YUTO MIYAZAWA

2009-05-14T15:40:00.006+08:00

Even the guitar is bigger than he is, Yuto Miyazawa, japanase kid, has become the “Youngest Professional Guitarist” and recently named on Guiness World Recorld on last August 2008. Yuto Miyazawa loves his guitar more than he loves his parents.aha.gila jht budak nih.hee.

here he is on ellen degeneres show and he got a suprise!ozzy osbourne wic is his idol, came!and u guys should see his face.speechless.SHOCKED.hand shaked with ozzy a few times.haha.so kawaii:)
although,i dun even understnd what he sang(u noe,japanese.durh:D),but he really3 COOL.'incredible' as quote by ozzy osbourne.

this is the real version of crazy train by ozzy,a LEGEND,Godfather of Heavy Metal.

just hope this kid doesnt end up like the real ozzy osbourne.:D
check out more videos bout this kid at utube.COOL!

he really inspired me to be one like him.err,playing acoustic guitar only.not as good as him.not aiming to be a professional but just for fun.hee.what do u think?should i?:D

mother's day:)

2009-05-10T12:43:00.005+08:00

The history of Mother's Day is centuries old and goes back to the times of ancient Greeks, who held festivities to honor Rhea, the mother of the gods. The early Christians celebrated the Mother's festival on the fourth Sunday of Lent to honor Mary, the mother of Christ. Interestingly, later on a religious order stretched the holiday to include all mothers, and named it as the Mothering Sunday. The English colonists settled in America discontinued the tradition of Mothering Sunday because of lack of time. In 1872 Julia Ward Howe organized a day for mothers dedicated to peace. It is a landmark in the history of Mother's Day.

In 1907, Anna M. Jarvis, a Philadelphia schoolteacher, began a movement to set up a national Mother's Day in honor of her mother, Ann Maria Reeves Jarvis.how sweet she is! She solicited the help of hundreds of legislators and prominent businessmen to create a special day to honor mothers. The first Mother's Day observance was a church service honoring Anna's mother. Anna handed out her mother's favorite flowers, the white carnations(no wonder the carnation is the mother's day flower.but my mum like ORCHIDS!hee), on the occasion as they represent sweetness, purity, and patience. Anna's hard work finally paid off in the year 1914, when President Woodrow Wilson proclaimed the second Sunday in May as a national holiday in honor of mothers.

Slowly and gradually the Mother's day became very popular and gift giving activity increased. All this commercialization of the Mother's day infuriated Anna as she believed that the day's sentiment was being sacrificed at the expense of greed and profit.

well,for me,maybe 10th may is official the mother's day but actually EVERYDAY is mother's day.morning hugs and kisses is enough for ur mother as LOVE is much2 precious than other things in this world.

and i still remember this one song from disney tarzan movie,(wic i watched several times.haha.my fav)you'll be in my heart.dedicated to my mum.

LAILA BINTI MOHD YATIM:)

The most precious of woman
The most divine of woman
My first love from sight
The one and only that got me happy and psyched
She was there in sickness and in richness
Kissed and hugged me telling me that she loved me
She gave me life my beloved mother..
Writing this is no bother
Because I love u mother

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :),to every MUM in this world:D

great game but bad

2009-05-07T12:47:00.003+08:00

yes2.chelsea lost to ~~barcelona~~.BUT,~~barcelona~~ fans don't be too happy coz i still think u r a LOSER.HAHA.well,in my point of view,Chelsea had played very well.their defense were awesome.like criuzly.(mybe the last2 minute they got careless).but what i wanna state here,essien managed to score in the 9th mins of the game.and so-called HEBAT ~~barcelona~~ scored in the last 3 mins ADDED!i repeat ADDED.i agreed ~~barcelona~~ did possesed the ball,but no goals in the 90 mins?that's suck.HAHA,and there's controversy there.THE REFREE.yes2.its muktamad.no back-off.but juz for a review,Chelsea won a corner for which Cech advanced. His contact was away from goal but Ballack hitted back and hitting Eto'o high on the arm.chelsea should have the penalty but the only result was a Ballack booking and the final whistle was blown.drogba was really pissed off n A YELLOW CARD for him after a game ended.HAHA.yes2.we are emotional.including the fans.aldoe its not chmpions league final,but it gonna give a big effect on chelsea.like in moscow last year.but there's still hope to get the 3rd,10th may match against arsenal:)

well,i do really3 believe in miracle rite now.HAHA.anything can happen.like in the football.
so its da same in our daily lives.maybe we have many choices to choose to pursue our study rite?yeah.i noe sumone who had that dilemma. here some advice,if we choose the best place in da world pon,but we dont hav the desire to study,no can do,even the best teacher cant help us.its all on our own rite now.so,evendoe,we choose the wrong place or bad place,but we DO hav the determination to study n to become success,no one can stop us.and obviously there's always a BUT.we study like hell,but sumtimes,we dont get want we want.FAILED.and sumtimes,we didnt study,but we do get wnt we want.MIRACLES rite?aha.but actually its FATE.so,juz PRAY so dat we choose da rite path.solat istikarah maa:)

btw surat UM dah smp.n im in dilemma.but found da solution already.hee.if i got mara sponsorship and it is in kolej mara banting,ill go.but if in other place,ill definitely not going.AHA.ill stay in UM lah:),UM mcm FUN oh!hee:)

premenstrual syndrome

2009-05-03T15:07:00.005+08:00

OUYEAH!

Premenstrual Syndrome (PMS) is a collection of physical, psychological, and emotional symptoms related to a woman's menstrual cycle.Such symptoms are usually predictable and occur regularly during the two weeks prior to menses. Generally, symptoms may vanish both before or after the start of menstrual flow.Some experts claim that virtually all menstruating women experience PMS, a more recent and intermediate position shows that only a small percentage of women (2 to 5%) have significant premenstrual symptoms that are separate from the discomfort associated with menstruation.

AND IM ONE OF THEM!

yes.lucky?or unlucky?unlucky u ~~f**king moron~~!ugh.*sory for the unpleasant word,in da middle of pms*.i dun care if i get pms but please dun mess with me during that period.really sory.im BAD!had a bad nite.cant sleep.n that ~~stupid~~.yeah.i'm so damn angry with sumone and i wish i could ~~ripped his head OFF~~.damn bad bazy.aww.sory.

ur joke really make me terase n angry.its not easy to make me angry but that joke,GO TO ~~HELL~~!last nite,i desperately want a good sleep.njoying the coolness of after rain nite,but im so HOT and red.*err?angry ea*.oh my.sgt marah.bad2.bad.

so u guys,jgn cr pasal mse i pms okay.n dun ever tell me this words,"aku bodo,kau pandai".

DAMN BENCI THOSE WORDS.

UPU?ouyeah!

2009-05-02T01:34:00.003+08:00

yeah!no matrix.bye2 matrix melaka!!wee:)

1st thing that i thought after i got upu results.aha.sgt hepi.i got UM,asasi sains hayat.ouyeah!
well,my 'hard works' finally paid off.aha.only i noe,wut i do every nite:) n im satisfied.Alhamdulillah.
well,the intake will be on 25th may.aha.lmbt lg kot.can still rehat2.wee.but certain of my friends da nak blah pg ~~MATRIX~~!sgt sedeyh.spe nak tmn mlm2 nanti?(dedicate to sumone)huu:(
x pela,its for our future kan?blaja elok2 oh!
im quite worried with my studies actually.aahh.spm boleh la maen2 but dah besar!x leh maen2.n the syllabus getting harder and harder.aish.nak blaja while landing2 atas bed lg.but dgr experiance from org yg dah start study,mcm x leh.aish.susah la.
but,im gonna strive for success.(eh,cam knl je ayat nih.gladiators?aha)
yeah2.but im hoping for MARA scholarship.sgt harap dpt.but meanwhile,my aim=UM!wee:)

gadoh la lagi!>_<

2009-04-28T14:35:00.008+08:00

yeah.bazy suke gaduh2.npe?x leh?suke hatilah:P.aha.spe nih?teka:)

well,2 days ago, gado ngan 'sumone'.spe ntah.die cr pasal.actually my fault pon.but..die gak salah!haha.kan x pasal2 kne spray kat mate.*pdn muke:P
yeah.im S.O.X plan.but its da same with U.O.X lah.no diff at all:P

BUT rase nak cr gaduh lagi lah.ngan CELCOM!ahh.i supposed to get ~~birthday~~ gift from celcom wic is 7 days free calls.but,damn CELCOM!x dpt oh!gle tension.ahh.ni rase cm nak gaduh nih.aish.naseb celcom agak murah.but lately celcom service like bengong2.aish.lg geram.nak je tuka ceo celcom tuh.tolak die biar bazy yg jd.hehe.if,bazy jd,mesti celcom best gila2.haha.UNDILAH BAZY:)

lg?currently tu je kot nak gaduh.but seriously,im a bad friend.so,watch out everyone!i have a ~~strong ego~~.so,its hard for me to apologize.so,nak benci?suke hati lah.x leh ubah.yeah,people can change,but this one,its hard.ive tried.not once or twice,but millions of times.sgt x boleh.dunno y.btw,i hate dis part of me*singing PCD song.aha*.i think i inherited this thing from my papa.if u know him,he totally an egomaniac.sgt teruk.ugh.yela,'bapak borek,anak rintik' ryte?

so,im juz so sorry everyone.my friend especially.cant help myself lah.mcm kne rasuk pon ade.heee.so,im finding sumone who can change me.*jgn harap lah!:D*ehe.

yeah,got stories to tell bout wut happened at secret recipe on my birthday,but still,NOT IN DA MOOD!lgpun pictures x de,kak qilah pinjam da camera.ugh.so,hav to wait:)

p/s:demam oh:(

ashee.birthday girl.kakak sehari:)

2009-04-24T01:19:00.008+08:00

.24TH APRIL.
happy birthday to nurarishah mohd. nazeri:)
nwy,i LOVE her damn much coz she's my:

1. enemy mase f1*gardenia vs ixora*:)
2. dormmate mase f2.balsam!!
3. floormate.if not mistaken(aku telang,kau orkid) n classmates gak kan?(yeke?)haha:D
4. dormmates!BUNGA RAYA BEST GILA!and classmates kan?kan?kan?4K pon siyes best.tido mate mase bio class.hahaha.escape3.
5. umm.ape sme ea?class laen.dorm laen.um.haa!HOUSE STILL SAME.RED HOUSE!

haha.syg kau kakak sehari.haha.rindu kacau2 kau.and police cadets!yeah.lupe bout cadets."hidup sehat ah kau!"haha.nah cake!hehe.

COUNTDOWN weyh:1 day MORE!woahh!woahh!:D

MAKAN or melantak?:(

2009-04-21T23:39:00.004+08:00

woah.today byk gle mkn.MELANTAK!aish.today.im totally depressed.sad.angry.pissed off.mad.insane.etc.etc..all mixed up.even when sumone disturb me at ym,im totally pissed off and unpleasant word easily popped-out from my mouth.aahh!wuts wrong with me?why?WHY?WHY?aha*dramatic*

okay.back to byk mkn,i ate RICE today.setelah lme x mkn nasi.ntah.jd org luar x mkn nasi jap.hehe.then,i ate yee mee.yum2.sedap.n watched tv.well,at 6 pm,i went cycling.mencari ketenangan.i did.but juz for a while.ble blek umah,depressed again.well,i did pray asking for ketenangan,menjadi oh.but skrg jd blek!sengal lah.aish.boleh gle tau.i did maen gme to relax,but i end up bamming my desk n babbling to myself.mcm org gle.criuz.:(

mcm2 dah buat.but still X BOLEH.maybe im blocking my mind to accept the reality of sumthing.but how to unblock my mind?cne3?aishhhhhhhh.wutever it is,im INSANE!

p/s:countdown:3 days more!wee:)
btw,countdown pon meaningless,heartless.cm x best je dis year:((

chelsea vs everton!final fa cup!:)

2009-04-20T09:58:00.002+08:00

heyHO!
forgot to mention bout chelsea vs liverpool the 2nd leg.aha.alhough it s a draw,but we won by the aggregate!weeeee.7-5.its an awesome game told by ska,8 goals tuh!aha.but sadly i only managed to watch the ulangan only.because the night of the match,hav to sleep early oh!interview mara lah:).well,azri updated me with the results.yeah.thanx!i woke up early feeling nervous,nausea, all mixed up but certainly HAPPY because of the results.hee.okay,end of liverpool thing.

last saturday,chelsea had a sengit match with arsenal.well,as usual,the opposite team scored first by walcott.then,malouda!aha.a beautiful passing by lampard and scored by malouda.the winning goal was by drogba.arsenal should admit that their defence was damn horrible.that's y drogba can easily scored.aha:)and last nyte game between mau u n everton.suprisingly,man u LOST to everton!penalty 4-2.ahaha.so fa cup final:CHELSEA VS EVERTON!cnt wait!wee:)
glory3 CHELSEA!

interview?DONE!

2009-04-16T12:56:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah it went smooth.yeah.at last,dah habis!weee.free.free.free.*bajet dah x de mende laen*ehe.but at first gle nervous!aahh!but qawiem called me n make me laugh like hell.mcm org gle dlm bgunan mara tuh gelak sorg2.tepi bank cimb.org laen muke cm ayam berak kapur je.cuak la kan.aish.but thanx qawiem!aha:P
i got panel 6,level 3.same with nisa.we went to level 3 n wait until our names dipanggil.guess what?!nisa was called 1st!aha.padahal,bazy beria registered dulu.ehe.after 15 mins or more(x tgk jam,cuak sgt),nisa came out from panel 6 room and sempat tanye ape die tanye.haha.so,i noe la sket2 wut type of question yg agak2 boleh kene.my interviewer were a man and a woman.aha.so here goes the interview>>

masuk n bg salam,n gve my PROFILE PELAJAR KOLEJ TUNKU KURSHIAH*ahaha* and documents.hulur tgn to the interviewer,the woman lah.(die cm igt i x nak salam,but hulur gak!)haha.
interviewer(M):are u nervous?(die senyum!)
bazy:yeah.im QUITE nervous.
interviewer(M):its okay,its normal for a human being.:)
bazy:yes.of course.SENYUM LEBAR!haha
interviewer(M):aha,u r from kolej tunku kurshiah?*while looking at the badge in front of PROFILE PELAJAR KOLEJ TUNKU KURSHIAH*so,khairunnisa is ur friend?
bazy:yes2.:))
interviewer(W):so,how ur preparation?what did u do before u came here?
bazy:i did some research bout medic course and a lil bit bout mara.n also i asked my seniors bout this.bla.bla.bla.
interviewer(M):okay,wut is actually da difference between mrsm n boarding school?
bazy:*gasp(x prepare!ehe.GEBANG TIME!)(no need to noe wut i gebang2.ade cream of the cream.mix2=ice cream.hahaha)bla.bla.bla
interviewer(M):okay.*giggling*um,am i rite,if i say,tkc hav probs to commmunicate to mix with the opposite gender as tkc is all girls school?
bazy:*mcm geram*aha.i dun think so.coz,when we participated in something,such as camping we tend to show ourselves out,so,everyone will know dat we r approachable.mybe certain of us hav it,but for me,i dun hav it.bla.bla.blasmiling*ahahahaha*
interviewer(M):okey.y u want to be a doctor?
bazy:(yeay!agak prepare!)ckp3.and the interview did tanye2 sumthing but i defend it nicely.KOT!haha
interviewer(M):which country du choose to study?
bazy:aussie or nz.bla.bla.bla.
interviewer(W):wut du want to do after completed ur study?
bazy:serve the gov.bla.bla.bla.
interviewer(M):how many years u want to serve the gov?
bazy:um,after i hav enough experiances.
interviewer(M):how many years?SENYUM LEBAR!
bazy*aish.die nih.nak tau gak!*ten years maybe?
interviewer(M):okay.ill keep ur words*senyum LAGI!*
bazy:okay.of course(pdhal dlm hati:ALAMAK!)
interviewer(M):so,hav any question to ask bazilah?
bazy:bla.bla.blatanye due soalan cukup.hahaha

dah abes!mybe ade tertinggal sket2.interview di atas tidak sama dengan kejadian sebenar.aha.tp,ala2 la.hehe:)
and the woman interviewer was quite cm buat muke,but,xde pape pon actually.dat man gle friendly.sumpah cm borak.haha.
n overall,OK LAH!hehe.

after interview,singgah sogo.haha.SHOpPING hilang tension.hehe.got new clarks wedges*3 inches maa*wee.suke2.hehe.thnx papa!:D

my day today?

2009-04-13T21:20:00.008+08:00

hey.
i woke up at 1145am today.pnt.ehe.watching korean movies last nyte.not one but TWO!wee:).i watched antique bakery*recommended*(but 18 above please:DD) and 100 days with mr.arrogant.and guess who acted in antique bakery?!SHIN GOON!*blushing*fyi,its the same actor in goong a.k.a princess hours.the 1st prince.not the 2nd annoying prince,yul goon okay.he's just not my type.euuw!too jmbu.
okayh.back to my activity.take a shower.then i found the STRIVE FOR SUCCESS tshirt!yeah.1st tshirt ryte gladys?heee.dah 4 tahun kot hilang.tbe2 jmp.pkai bju tuh!rndu.hehehe.aldoe toye.but who cares?no one gonna see me in dat tshirt.hee:)
had ice-cream for my breakfast.gle kan?my mum did her daily routine,babbling bout my eating habit.ugh.after that,watch tv n on9.hee.3 oclock,my stomach started to play 'fates of the gods' melody!heee(sorry band members!:DD).goreng keropok!aha.ate3.n lepak tgk ikan kat luar.best.my goldie dead last week.huu.sedeh.no one nak ckp2.aish.xpe beli goldfishes bru!haha.*cpt gle recover*hehe:0
so,ended at 7 oclock.mandi.solat.tgk tv.lalala.bored life kan.:)

chewe tagged me!

2009-04-10T14:51:00.003+08:00

(Upload picture yang anda gemari dan jawab soklan dibawah)
Kenapa anda suke gambar ini?
-sebab suke la!aish.

Bila kali terakhir mkn pizza?
-bulan 12 last year.buat sendiri:)

Lagu terakhir yg anda dengar?
-bintang menjadi pelangi-romancesa

Apa yg anda buat selain selesaikan tag ini?
-bce article bout nervous system,tgh cuak pasal interview,text ngan kambeng tanye psal borg mara
Selain nama sendiri anda suka dipanggil dgn panggilan apa?
-bazy(nickname),adek(nickname di rumah)

Tag lagi 5 org
*soalan seterusnya ada kaitan dengan org yg anda tag!

1.qawiem
2.ska
3.nua
4.shamim
5.zhar

Siapa no 1 pada anda?
-kawan saye!

Org no 3 ada hubungan dgn sape?
-nana:)hahaa.
Kata sesuatu berkenaan no 5:
-tackle la si 'dia' cepat2!hahaha(u noe who kan bgak?):P
Bagaimana dgn org no 4?
-si kaki tdo yg pndai:)

Siapa org no 2?
-budak style!haha(lepak ye ska:P)

my brute!best:)

2009-04-09T22:59:00.001+08:00

try out dis web.thnx katon for introducing dis game.haha.bosan.layan jela:P
http://cik.ceria.mybrute.com